Tuesday, May 31, 2011

A B .. Oh theres no C!

Woo! I forgot to post this, but few days ago I checked my grades. Yup yup! I got all A's and one B! I'm so happy! I forgot to treat myself for the past 2-3 days :\ I will treat myself to... Tapioca, Jamba Juice, or something unhealthy :D

Photoshop - A
Intermediate B&W Photo - A
Digital Photo - A
English - B

Currently on my mind. I'm monitoring my uncle's computer on how much bandwidth he is using. Usually it doesn't go over 800MB at most. Somehow he's up to 1GB WTF ._. So I lowered his limit -_- No one uses over 1GB ONLY ME! Muahaha I'm horrible x] Would you look at that, he just got off. He used more than I currently ._.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I like it better when you're naked...


It's just more sexy! And I'm talking about my iPhone by the way.

So yeah I was cleaning it one day, and gosh I miss using my iPhone without a case. It just feels so much better without it! So the question is, do I risk damaging it for the sake of how it feels in my hand? Or do I keep it safe/baby it and sell it in the future for a decent price? Decisions decisions!

Summer is gonna be so boring! QQ :\ Still gotta take some of my close friends out to lunch/dinner :]

Ok so I think I'm being mean. I find it amusing that someone's stress can entertain me. The way they are so juts so dramatic... Well I suppose it depends on the person.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Forgive me...


I threw away some, well a plate of food yesterday from the pregrad ceremony.

I don't feel like typing lots so I'll try to make it brief :p
Took 500~ Pictures yesterday. Keeping 453, and giving it to my client.
Good experience, how ever I didn't like the shoes I wore ._.

THE END :P

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Monday, May 16, 2011

Finals day


So I'm skeptical about this whole dollar soda thing at Mcdonalds. Recently they are giving any size soda for $1.00! I was like whoa! Yummy! So I went there and ordered a large Dr Pepper. Was it a dollar? Yes it was and I'm amazed! While I was gonna pay for the item, the women saw in my car. She was all, "Whoa thats a big book you got there. I was never good at school so yeah your book is already giving me a headache" Haha she sure was quite a talker. I enjoyed her momentary company though. Surely I will go back just to see her, not my type of girl (tattoos and punkish), but fun to talk to.
Also in this picture you can see a big ass book I got, hehe.

I made a video blog, but I don't like my voice. So I don't think I will be uploading it, hah. Ugh makes me want to use my video on my camera for something though...

Woke up at 4AM doing homework and studying for my finals. I was texting this person when my finals began. It was enjoyable until the late responses. I hate it when all of a sudden you stop getting replies from a person. Starts with minutes, then onto hours...Meh...

Oh when I got home I got something in the mail! I was scared to open it... I get nervous whenever I get mail from like the state or country. It's just creepy even though I know I did nothing wrong. But it was tax refund! Woohoo! I got $353. I want to spend it, but then again I think I should save it. Maybe i'll just use $100 and treat myself to something nice. Finals are over, I deserve it.

Speaking of finals being over, so is the semester. I got so many hugs today! I almost forgot how enjoyable they were! Yeah, I know many of you are like hugs? pfft I get them as easy as air! Well for me Mr/Ms! They are as hard to come by as radio with decent music! I think I got like 5-6 hugs today? (:

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Sometimes I feel...


Credits : Benites_Lindsey

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Relief and remembering

Oh boy! Spring semester is almost over! :] Hell lot of things to do though! QQ!
Adobe photoshop big assignment.
Adobe photoshop take home quiz. CHALLENGING AS HELL!
B&W photography last critique on your best photos
English research, note card, and essay on Monday

I'm trying to finish up the quiz right now. After I will be writing a small sincere note to a person in my English class.

Just going back, I remember when I was quiet and had a gf. We were at Tapioca and she was being the social butterfly she is. I on the other hand was being quiet and not interacting. I had a flip phone back then with no text. I remember her texting me, "I like you. :)" Usually I would be like damn it, another $0.10 on my bill. Made me happy, just one of those unforgettable moments I guess.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

New look?

Went to sleep at like 5 in the morning. All bad. Woke up around 11:20AM from a number I did not recognize. I was like hmm, well maybe its important and I should pick it up. So I did, and it was indeed important. It was a call from Walmart telling me that my glasses are ready for pick up. Woo! ...And I fell back asleep LOL

My dad eventually was about to head out for groceries, so I scattered off my bed to the door. I asked, "Where are you going? Can you take me to Walmart? They called and said it was ready for pick up." My dad was surprised how fast it was, because I went there on Tuesday. They said they would have it done in a week, but it only took two days. Yay! New glasses and I kinda like them more then my other one. :] Pretty cheap too, my mom beg to differ. She liked my old ones, which I was not too fond of so I never wore them.

As always going out with my dad, always meant going somewhere else. OH EM GEE THE CAR WAS HOT ._. QQ!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Blew a pop quiz QQ

As title said... :\ Pretty unhappy about it ._.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Inconsideratness... I swear.

I feel like I need to move really. I can't handle how inconsiderate and immature my family is. Not just my family in general, but majority of my cousins as well. I don't care if they read this, but I'm just being honest. My cousin Brian, he always wakes me up while I'm asleep. Really, I mean how rude. That's not just him either. I think almost all my little cousins do this shit to me. Another note on Brian, he goes on and orders photo stuff without adding my orders in. We were supposed to order it together, but he wanted it by Friday. Which was understandable; however, don't you have the decency of notifying me? Pfft, as of now I don't even feel like teaching you how to develop prints. You can take/pay for classes and learn yourself and from a teacher/professor. Moving onto my sister, I swear I believe she is the most inconsiderate one of all. She has a minor detail wrong with her teeth that isn't straight. And by this she wants braces, which will cost over $1,000. I find this ridiculous, how perfect do you want to be? NO ONE IS PERFECT! I swear, I feel like leaving a scar on her face. Would you get face surgery for that too? Geez, there is a limitation to these kind of things. Hell, I think she needs help. Like those people who purge themselves just to be skinny. My overbite is so overly deep, sometimes it pains my wisdom teeth. I, however have not even removed my wisdom teeth; nor got braces. I choose not to because I don't want to run my family's budget. We don't have dental insurance and yet my sister wants to do this. The braces idea game from my little two cousins, who just recently got them. My uncle comes into my room to speak to me about going to LA every two weeks. So I ask why? He says, "Oh, so you can take my kids to the dentist." This raged me inside, It's not just the kids who are inconsiderate, but also the parents. I'm not going to sugarcoat how I am feeling, so here goes.
Dude, I ain't going to fuckin' drive your kids to LA just because you don't want to. Take your own fuckin' responsibility to take them. Don't dump their shit onto me. I'm sick of doing shit for your family. My dad does enough for you, I'm not going to let you take advantage of me as you do with him. As nice as I am I let few things go, but there is an extent on how far it can go. Unless you will pay for my braces and will have some benefactor in this, it's not happening. Should I apologize? No. Truthfully, if someone in my family dies. I don't think I will show any remorse or sympathy. Sometimes I wonder, if I am over thinking this. I mean, some of my other cousins are not as bad. Eileen and Josephine never wake me up while I am still asleep.

I think my thoughts are all negative. I know I mentioned this before, but I will mention it again. If you really want to text/talk to me. Make sure you do it like a week, at least a day before notice. (: If you're going to text me last minute asking for help with something, I may not be so kind. "Can you help me get to this party at _____?" Uh, no? I don't find you a good friend, so no. :) YES I WILL ADD THE SMILEY FACE IN THERE TOO If the situation calls for an emergency with kindness, "I'm sorry to bother you, but can you take me to the hospital because...." Of course I would most likely say yes for those types of things. It's the matter of the situation. Lying is bad, you reap what you sow.

Change of mood- Don't you find it funny when people ask you a question, but go on a story answering their own question? Let me try to think of one. Hmm...
"Have you been to disneyland? I went during blah blah blah." And before you know it, you couldn't even answer the question. Hell the topic has probably changed or it's about roller-coasters. People really need to shut up sometimes, if they are really interested. Maybe it's just a sign of nervousness *shrug*

Things I should of posted, but failed to.
- Jury Duty
- Oakland with Dad
- Photo job

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Process of learning.

I'm hella confused about education in general now. Schools, what are they for? Learning correct? So if you fail, you try again. If this is the case, why are such things as insurance and other offers state; If you have a 3.0 GPA+ You can qualify for blah blah blah. It just pressures the students to cheat. I don't know... I wouldn't mind getting a F if I gave it my best and learned something. Getting an A and cheating yourself out of an education... man. I just don't think the education system is even working out right. I'm thinking, If you get bad grades and learned/educated yourself that's good; however your transcript will look bad. On the other hand, if you get good grades and not learn jack squat, you can get into a better college. How can one justify this? At this very moment I'm thinking education is harder to understand than life itself...

...Back to homework ._.

Friday, April 15, 2011

RA-RA-RA-RAAHH-RACCOON!

Black and yellow, black and yellow. I'm a bee I'm a bee. They're attracted to me they come around like honey cause I'm fly like a bee. Man I got 'em all buzzin' buzzin' buzzin' buzzin'
Really... I can be the next YEY-AREA RAPPAH! This shit writes itself! I mean every other artist making their music from sampling music, I can do the same!
Just giving you people the example of how my music is gonna be yenno? Before I make millions and such ;D

Anywhoo, I really need to finish this assignment of scavenger hunt up. Just need a couple more... I hope I finish it tomorrow when I am at Oakland. I gotta find the court house and what not, ugh. Then on Sunday it will be due, but I will be going to the Cherry Festival in San Fransico, with Daniel.

Yesterday I went to Jack in the Box to get food. Apparently I got served by Jesus... Literally. LOL I have it on my receipt, it says manager - jesus HAH

Monday, April 11, 2011

Mouse!

I went to sleep last night watching funny ass video on a shooting game for hours. Oh man I couldn't stop laughing that I started to cry. So I eventually went to sleep at like 3-4AM and woke up at 6:30AM. I was super tired I didn't even wanna go to school! Bleh! But I had an essay that was due, so I had to go type it.

Ugh, I'm disappointed that I went back home after English. Well I took a nap and I guess it was worth it. My stomach was hurting so it forced me to go back home.

Came to Digital photography class nothing new. Turned in my pictures, and not many other did any better so yeah...

Right now I am bored and I just got out of digital photography class. I went to the library and I am currently here typing this. So here I am about to use a computer, girls started freaking out and one jumped on top of a chair. I was like huh, whats going on? And I see a little cute mouse running around the floor. These two other cute girls I saw/met the other week is still here too. They saw it, and was like, "Aww!" It's good to know that not all girls think they should be squished and killed. It went into a study room with a girl and she ran out. I was laughing inside, but at the same time concerned. I started to empty out my backpack and was going to use it to catch the little mouse. I hear some people talking, "Is he going to catch it with his backpack?" Heh, I rather catch it and let it go free than some idiot killing it and getting it over with. I eventually went into the room with my empty backpack and chased it for 1-2minutes. Eventually it got into my backpack and I frantically zipped it up. I came out of the room asking if anyone wanted it, sadly no one said they did. I didn't expect anyone to want it anyways, where would they carry it? I started walking out the library and into a small patch of grass releasing the critter. For awhile, it didn't want to leave my bag. I had to let it go, no way could I keep a pet. I wouldn't know where to hide it anyways. It might be better that it roams free then caged up, the rule of nature I suppose. If it gets eaten by a snake/bird; nature sure is taking its course.
Now that I think of it, no one said thank you... Meh :] I should be grateful that it didn't die.

Waiting for my black and white photo class to start is.. OH RIGHT I NEED TO GET MY FILM! Well I have an hour till it starts so I guess I'll walk down to my car and take my time... I guess I'll end it here... I really want to talk to these two girls, haha. Oh well... Even if I strike up a conversation, my goal isn't prioritized.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Bye bye old friend...

Things you find on Craigslist...

So I'm currently on CL right now just browsing random catagories. I go under tools, and guess what you can buy apparently. Male Clean Urine. WTF?! LOL! I'll sell my urine for $5! There are also old ass stuff people still look for weirdly, like floppys. Who the hell uses those anymore?! I wonder where all mine went, I had some pretty drawings I made of Pokemon when I was like 6 in there. LOL Speaking of floppy disks, I think I will take one around with me for the hell of it. Some interesting stuff happened to me today, and will happen. Not good enough to blog about though, or too good that I can't... oooo! ;]

Hopefully my friend Kimhak will let met borrow some of his photo gear today. He says that he has a monopod and a film camera he never uses and they're just lying around. I thought I'd take them off his has for now (:

Friday, April 1, 2011

I just bought my Nikon 17-55mm!

$850! It was a good price I guess... Retail for a new one is $1500~ Its pretty banged up but the lens is all that matters (:
So excited!
Now at 6PM I will be going to Target to sell some Ilford photo papers. $50 Yey!

Breaking news! I cut my pinky nail!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Milk... Memories!

So I downed a decent size bottle of milk to count as a glass... Ugh! Tasted horrible! Upside is that I remembered a moment back when I was younger. The taste took me down memory lane. Ironic how something that taste bad can give you good memories.

My mom and dad's order from eBay they made me buy came in. Now they have a new phone to give away to relatives. What I dislike about this is, they make me all the technical work ._. Even though its new, they are still going to test it out and what not I guess.
Speaking of eBay. I found some guy selling a Nikon 17-55mm lens in Fremont! So I emailed him and he said I can come take a look at it. I would have to go to Frys and meet him there, but I decided to go tomorrow when I'm more dressed. Haven't heard from yet, but hoping I can postpone it.

I have jury duty, QQ! Damn, its gotta be all the way down in Oakland too. Blasphemy making me go all the way down there. I wonder if they will cover my trip. Hah! I was totally thinking of bringing my camera down there, because I never been there. Bad part about this is, I have more negative thoughts than positive in this scenario. Oakland is one of the unsafe cities, and I don't think they will let me bring it into court either.

Some random thought, or thing I noticed. I find some Filipino/Viet to be the most... Hmm I kinda want to say the word senseless. Maybe inconsiderate would be better, one or the other. Yeah... I find them to be the most ___________ (put either in there).
It's always good to follow up with examples, but sometimes things are best left unsaid. I guess I should have one thing to back it up. At one moment while I was texting, this is what I noticed. Guy or girl would be appreciative of something you do/did; however, once it is complete, that's where it ends. This is why I think they are ________. Not just because of the fact that its rude to do such things without following up. The bigger idea is do not say, or do things you do not mean. If BOB is really happy that you call them. Then the next day you call BOB, but he won't pick up. So yeah, WTF...

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I try out a smile and aim it at you. You must have missed it, you always do...

Think I'm starting to like them white girl song writers... x]

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Thoughts before homework

Sometimes I wonder...
Does my cousins really matter to me...?
Why does this world have such addiction/reliance to electronics.
Why do we remember the negatives; more than the positives. When a negative feedback can be forgotten, however; a positive one can be as easy to forget.

Well, time to do English homework. Eat two boiled eggs while at it and maybe a fruit roll up.

Monday, March 21, 2011

New iPhone 4 Protection... From babies...




Bad start.

Yesterday was a bad awakening! My dad was being an idiot and doesn't remember the information I gave him to my health account. And my aunt was like oh remember your son getting an Xray? I need to see it blah blah blah. JUST GOOGLE SOME SHIT... -_- So annoying so I had to get up walk to the living room all drowsy. And I'm like GEEZ DAD ITS RIGHT HERE IN THE NOTEBOOK I WROTE IT DOWN I KNOW IT. So I found it and frustratingly pointed it in his face. My aunt felt sorry so she was like, "I remember giving you money for your bday made you happy so let me give you some more". I felt so guilty so I'm like no no, yenno the whole asian routine with the money scenario. So soon after my aunt leaves $50 on my chair. TOTALLY WORTH GETTING UP FOR $50! Aha!
My parents made me buy a phone on eBay, similarity bidding on one as well. Geez, I wonder how much I spent on eBay these past two months... I feel like I used at least $400. Of course a friend asking me to buy stuff for him and being paid back.
My mom cooked some noodles... I dunno what she put in there but my tummy has been hurting. -_-

UGH I HAVENT SLEPT YET! And I thought hey McDonalds is almost open why not just wait and use up a coupon. I'm not doing anything till 2-3PM today; therefore, get my dad some McDs. So I did went out at 5AM to McDs. HORRIBLE! I had to wait till 5:30 ._. horrible horrible. I actually Emailed McDonalds, saying how terrible their information provided was. Yelp, and their own site says drive through is open at 5AM; fools!

Bah title seems so negative. Well looking on the optimistic side; I got iced tea, $50, pretty new pink iPhone 4 case, on spring break, and I might be able to go out and take pictures today! (: Oh right and the most best part I wanna say is, late birthday present from my best friend, Nancy.

HAH! My class alarm just came on, I gotta turn that off.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Friday, March 18, 2011

I CRIED!

First time in a long time. I watched Hachiko; both orginal(Japanese) and the remake (American). The American one made me cry; however, I liked the original better. It was sooo cuuuuteeee.

On another topic, I wanna rant about my pictures. So I'm starting to like my pictures a little more than usual. This in regard is making me start to contradict myself. I think ten picture out of 100 would be reasonable. At the moment I'm liking around like 80/100. And these were family pictures, so maybe that could be a reason why. Family of course always has more meaning and it's more attached.
I will include some of my black and white photos possibly later on a new post. Now this was more reasonable, because I only liked 6/36 photo-ish

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Finally last day until spring break...

So Im at hyman hall typing this. Whoa this font looks different. Anyways, because I do not want to waste gas im not going home to sleep :\ I got some shut eye in my car for like an hour. I only had like an hour sleep, so I am running on coffee as of now. I kinda don't want to go to digital photo or adobe ps class. I don't have anything to turn in for digital; obsession project. And my adobe ps photo needs more work ._. I'm on my friend's laptop and they decdied to limit this ip addy because I was attempting to play league of legends xD Then when I noticed its just too impossible to play, I gave up. I noticed the video after was loading incredibily slow, so I was like wtf... I decided to renew the IP address to this computer and connection was back to being stable. Meh, I think that'll be all I will be posting today.
Have nice day!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Fux the celebs

So much news on Sheen and how he is making his own show getting fired? Ugh who cares?! If you're into that just watch TMZ... It doesn't have to be on the news...
And now I hear Kayne's new song. Well its old, but I just heard it apparently; called Power. ANOTHER UNORIGINAL SONG. I knew I heard this background music from somewhere before, so I did a little research on it. Was I correct? Yes I was. The original song was, "21st Century Schizoid man" by King Crimson. That's all I want to rant about today, school tomorrow; good night.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

"Clip the clocks wings"

Gah time is just going by too fast... Not enough time for my homework assignments :\

I am so unmotivated to do homework, take pictures, play video games. What is wrong with me ._. I just feel like eating, A LOT. I ate like 5 pieces of chicken and two box of Jollibee spaghetti.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Absence


Gah I didn't go to school today. Waking up from a continuous cold I have from yesterday. Regardless I have to go to class at 5:30PM, for my buddy Anthony is helping me out with an assignment.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Oh how I wish I was more enthusiastic for this blog.

I think I caught a cold. Friggin' shirt wasn't warm enough! Either ways I wanted thought it was importatnt to jot down things that happened yesterday as well as today. But before I get into that, I gotta say. Everyone that is into Kaskade, FYI LNA IS KASKADE! >:[ Oh and my teef hurts :\

Morning... Hmm, not much to talk about. After first class, I had to go back home to take care of some business. I thought I was gonna be there for the whole day, but I guess not.
Went home took a nap. Went back to the photo lab to sell Emily photo paper. Before I got there I saw Honey. We converse a little; her cute as always. Soon after Mr. Mueller sees me ask says, "Hey Emily is waiting for you, stop flirting!" So I got to her and sold her 100sheets of 8x10 glossy for $55. Went in front of digital photo, chilled with my new buddy Anthony. Don't wanna call him a friend yet, but he's really cool. He was like, "Damn our teacher being a cock block man!" Which was really funny, haha.
After class Anthony dropped me off at Subway. I walked back with a cup of starbucks caramel frap, and subway sandwich. I was organizing my stuff in the car and I left my frap on top of my car. I sat at my car and enjoyed myself. I almost forgot it was on top of my car, a black guy walked past and was like, "Aye yo, you know that you got a drink on top of your car right?" I'm like, "OH CRAP! I almost forgot!" He handed it to me through the window, and I was very grateful. He then walked away saying, "Oh no prob no prob." It was very ironic because I was just thinking about being kind to others and good hearted. Then this act of kindness occurs. I really hope good karma gets back at him. :)

I went into Hyman Hall to take my English module quiz after my meal. There was this asian girl that parked in front of me. Gosh it was really such an ironic day! Earlier I said about being kind hearted, nicer world, and what not. I was thinking of something corny, maybe I should write a note and put it on her windshield wipers. Thankfully I didn't or it would of been really awkward aha. She noticed me too, she said to me, "Hey I think I parked in front of you." I replied, "Oh? I think you did. How come you didn't tell me about the drink that was still on top of my car?!" She was all, "Oh I didn't know." And off I was to take my quiz/test

Processed film, printed a few prints. Samantha really liked my satin paper. She was grasping it for so long, it was very entertaining. She was so weird today, Teresa and I found it very pleasing. After class waiting for our prints to come out of the drying machine, a girl asked me, "Are you Will?" I'm like, "Yup, are you Monica?" And we shook hands :] She was a girl I was emailing unknowingly about her friend buying photo paper. I suppose I have to thank Emily for that. By being generous of helping her instead of printing. I got to know another girl in my class better. She's pretty cute; I love her hair. Her personality on the other hand kinda intimidates me.
Honestly, If you know a lot of big words and talk very smart like... it scares people... LOL Thats why I try to 90% dumb it down. I believe I'm more used to talking to people with English not being their first language too.

Truly, It's a great feeling to talk with new people.


Today some person was supposed to buy my earphones but I guess they don't want them anymore...
Mom was prettying annoying today, bothering me nonstop. I think I was frustrated because I was sick, and I really wanted to relax when I'm not stressed at school.

I didn't even start on my English homework ._. Think I will start it now. Thanks for reading!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Thought I'd share.


I found this picture through google.


This is how a dark room looks like with some light I guess. Of course you will NEVER use flash in a dark room or have good lighting in one. This is how it looks like! I thought this was a very good picture of a dark room. This is like my most favorite place in the world!
...For now...

Friday, March 4, 2011

The cost...

Okay so I was wrong on the cost of photo paper ._.
I just checked again...
IM STILL SURE FIBER IS THE MOST COSTLY.
Fiber > SATIN > Pearl > Glossy.
Who would of thought satin came 2nd?!

Oh yeah and its my birthday... but yenno, photo is more important.

Thank you KATE FOR THE POSTER! :]

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I approve!



These are my prints, taken by my iphone4.

I'm just such a nice guy. I thought of many others today! I brought an umbrella and a hoodie jacket just in case it was going to rain. I would wear the jacket and hold that umbrella for those more in need. I was in the beginning photography class, gave up my enlarger for another student. I had 30 minutes to print 1-2 photos, but instead I taught a student how to use an enlarger. If this was elementary school, I'd get some sorta consideration award oh and of course a pencil, oh hell yea ;D

Speaking of photo! I finally got to use my 5x7! And I have to say, they turned out so smexy! So apparently satin looks very like pearl, but in my opinion, more contrasty. Overall I do like it!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Wow what an interesting day!

This morning I woke up around 3:00AM To think that wasn't enough time to prepare, oh how surprised you will be. So I woke up today around 3AM to get ready for school. I was thinking since the gas price was so much I was going to stay at school the whole day today, until 10pm (which I am doing)

SO RIGHT NOW IM IN HYMANHALL! I saw my leader JOSH!(I dont know why I said Daniel) from my work! Haha I love this guy! He's so nice! And I hear he quit his job to go back to school interestedly. Catching up with him was great! Apparently he quit his job and so did many other people. Oh how funny! There are only a rare amount of people left. The ironic part was one of the person who was fired is now the leader?! Oh how hilarious is that. I will be seeing him again on Wednesday same time. (: I look forward to this, I feel gay for him... >.> awkward.... LOL

Ok thats that. I wanna go play some league of legends before my professor comes in. Damn it ._. Im an addict fml.
GAH I JUST JINXED MY GOOD DAY! I cant even play L.O.L Gah QQ! And I got a 80/100 on my English this morning I thought I would add all my bad news here. Alright so I will just be here for 9 more hours... not much.. I hope. I dont need sleep, slept for 14 hours... its all good...I hope my cookies in my car doesn't melt... That would be a waste of girl scout thin mints. :\ I can imagine some crazed fanatic looking through my window and going "SOMEONE SAVE THOSE!" then breaking into my car ._. how obsessed would that be Hah! Lets not jinx this as well ._.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Ticking my ticker

I'm kinda mad at the fact that famous/popular music is garbage. What talent is that crap, just going to make kids raised to be rebellious. Well whatever, I guess that's why they make good music rare and shit music on air.

I went to open lab today for my black and white photography class. I was processing film, along with another person. I managed to finish mine before he did, damn im pro (; No not really, but then another person came in and needed help. She asked me instead of the other guy. So i'm way more pro then he is (again not really this time he wasn't there). Making my way back to the printing room, I saw Ann. I call her my second mommy(I should tell her more like a grandma haha but that would be rude). She gave me $94.00 for buying her photography materials. Finally got paid back after like 2-3weeks. And now Teresa owes me $54(I think).
Random: I KEEP BANGING MY KNEE ON MY DESK!
Anywhoo I got to use my pearl paper :] Its so sexy! At first I didn't know which side to print on, because it was hard to differentiate the glossy side. Open lab today was a good day (:

Still waiting on my satin paper. So far I used every photo paper possible but satin. Well I semi used fiber-based. I just don't want to wait hella long for it to dry... Fiber has good texture, if it wasn't for the dry time and cost I may like it. Many professional printers(no im not talking about computer printers)do use/prefer fiber though. My favorite as of now is pearl, like everyone else in class. Well... that's not much of diversity...
Cost ranking:
[Expensive] Fiber - Pearl - Glossy - Satin [Cheap]
I'm unsure of the glossy and satin though. Think they are roughly the same price.


Coming home hungry, I went to jack in the box near my old high school. I was unaware of the time, but a few students were there. What is this, I see some ghetto ass kids coming in with a DSLR. I felt sorry for the camera for a brief moment, but then it wasn't any high end camera. Seriously, just get a point and shoot for convenience. Now I think about it, I should of gone up to them and started asking questions simple to complex. "Oh how many megapixels does your camera have?" "What's the burst rate?" "What lens is that, kit?" "How wide is your aperture?"

So I'm doing homework kindaishly. But theres so much and I dont feel like doing it...
Photoshop
English
Thats not alot actually... Well photoshop I have to merge three pictures together... gah!

Friday, February 25, 2011

New Email!

Okay so I made a new email while waiting for photo class to start. This is what I will mainly use in time so please add it. I made a new one because xm3s0sleepyx just doesn't look professional according to some people(sadly I agree). It's going to take me awhile to adjust to the email. As of now many important things are linked to my old one. I will try to find a way to convert it to my new one. Such things as classes would have to wait of course. And of course we all have our junk email account. gmail is mine, and my old email may be my new one as well.
will_g@live.com

I'm not even sure if there is open lab today... I really hope so. I wanna process my film :\ I miss the bad(not really) chemical smell!
Nothing really new in my life. Thanks for tuning in.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Oh man so much things due and done today!

-Write up final draft of important event effecting my life
-Sold Nikon Lanyard at Frys. $20
-Late English quiz.
-Watching 2 hours of lightroom videos
-Take Photoshop shortcut test

GOSH I GOT HELLA PHOTO ASSIGNMENTS DUE TOO UGH!

Organized my room because I couldn't sleep. I found some of my high school black and white photos! I maybe dislike to say this, but I found pictures of my ex, Dorothy. Too bad she has most of my black and white stuff from high school.

Ugh I think I inhaled too much dust. My nose is breaking :\

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Oh happy days!

So I'm going to be selling my Nikon lanyard to some guy name Mike at Frys. He wants to buy both of them so thats fine. Selling both of it for $20.
Im glad my professor, Paul Mueller kept all my pictures and returned them to me on Monday! Oh it was so cool getting it all back!
I feel like returning this English connect writing code I bought for like $15 I dont think I am even gonna use it and just wing all the test. I hate these noun subject verb adjective and whatever else those shit are. They taught us this constantly why don't they stop already?!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Cheating myself.

Ok so not much to say today. But just something I thought I'd just like to state. So in the past I bought this English book off craigslist. It's used but I needed it for my class. So as of now I need to do this assignment, but in the book its already done by the previous owner. I think I'm just gonna copy it, I'm too lazy to do it right now. But I know in the back of my mind I'm just cheating myself... Gah I hate this feeling of guilt. I know I should do it because this is the area where it effects me the most on where I have troubles. Or maybe I should eventually take the placement test again and be placed into a higher rank/area where they don't review this.

I really need to know what to shoot pictures of under the category of "obsession connection and inspirations".

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Disturbing awakening.


"So I bought these from Europe mom. They were 10.29 EUR"
"How much is that in US dollars?"
"Around $15. Do you even know where Europe is?"
"YOUR BUTT"
LOLOLOL I love my mommy.

Around 11 I got Char and Alec calling me -_-
I ignored it all 4 times they called. Thankfully my battery died so no more ringing. Soon later while on the phone my mom opened my door and threw some packages on me. Little did she know one package was bicycle parts. It hit me knee and I was screaming in pain and my mom just closed the door -_- I opened up one of the package that said photo pro shop or something. I was laying down while doing this and it fell on my face. GOSH all my packages are like hurting me in some way or another. I GOT MY NIKON LANYARDS! Now, I don't have a matching lanyard with Charlyn.

We went out to eat at Chillis then we hung out at the park for awhile. They were blasting music in the car with the bass up or some shit fuck like I know. It was kind of annoying -_- I think its just so high school-E to do that kinda stuff. I only do it in certain circumstances; when I'm angry, frustrated, or I purchased a new album(which is rare).

Anywhoo I suppose getting my nikon lanyard was pretty exciting stuff. I got an extra one as well so if anyone is interested in buying one I'm willing to sell it for $10. I've also changed my camera straps. Nikon strap on a Canon, and Canon strap with Nikon.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Today is not very looked into.

A quick thought I just had. If I ever get married, I think I would be late to the whole ceremony. I would be more interested in the photographer and his camera equipment than my wife.... Would that be acceptable?

Naked Science: What's Sexy? from National Geographic. Watched 15min of it. Fuck love and partners and what not. This shit is complex, I'm not gonna study girls. I'm just gonna mate with a penguin or something (no not really that would be disgusting).

I'm really starting to get sick of people I know. Sometimes I wonder why I bothered to know them in the first place. As time progresses I feel as that the way I'm being treated is, bluntly used. I'm giving up my own time to assist people that probably don't even care for me. Maybe this is why I have such a harsh view on people and being friends. Honestly, I ask for a fair exchange to borrow a camera lens for a week (35mm prime) and I don't get a reply. Are you unbelievable, maybe I should not be replying when you ask for help. I've known you for quite sometime now, and you do not live far from me so whenever you want it back its most likely possible. So even this new girl I met, god I wish I remembered her name. Brenda? Maybe? Even she said I could borrow hers. A week from now our digital project is due. Subject being obsession, connection, and inspirations. At least of 20 pictures, yet I have none. This just shows how much I myself is being inspired.. hah. :\

I have adobe photoshop in one hour (5:30) and im not looking forward to it. Some reason that class is just unbelievably boring. Yes, I want to learn adobe photoshop but I think it's just no fun if it doesn't feel enthusiastic.

Bidding on somestuff on ebay :D So I think I will conclude this post, unless something exciting happens in adobe PS class. Which is highly doubtful.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

This is why.

I bet that you think I’m lonely.
You may be right, I just might.
And if you want me to break down,
it would be a sight, but not tonight
.

Boggling day.

Yay I just bought the new album of LNA ! :] $9.99 I think this is the only album I have ever bought in my life, and I don't even have it in a disk... LOL How ironic. Kids soon won't even realize what a cassette is ._.

Only got like an irritating two or three hours of sleep. There was so much heat under my sheets I couldn't sleep. For all those who are thinking why, you nasty...

Oh my god, this new song sounds pretty sexy, sorry just had to interrupt my blog thoughts just for this.

While I was in English class I was trying to keep up with my texts and emails. I felt like such a business man/drug dealer. Here and there, melancholy texts would appear before me. After English class, got home asap to get my sister's iTouch. Once it was in my possession I went to Fremont Hub to sell it, infront of Hawaiian BBQ. The women from Oakland came down (so far... in my thoughts) just to get it. I sold it, and deducting the amount from that from my sister's tab that she owes me. Now she only owes me around $90. Went home soon after the transaction.

Came back home, went to sleep for an hour and thirty minutes. Soon after, I got into the shower and off I went to school.

As I was driving to school I noticed some pictures that would of been nice shots to take. However, I cannot be late for class or just stop my car and bust out my camera. One shot would of been of a old lady siting on her walker looking towards the suns rays. I thought it could of been a spectacular shot of unawareness of what she is actually looking at/for. The other shot was of a black man counting money around a suspicious area. Honestly, here I almost started to tear up, because of how the community effected me of how I see society these days. I didn't understand why the first thing that occurred to me was, "Oh, probably dealing drugs." I need to ameliorate my mind, so such as these aren't so anticipated. Don't get me wrong I believe this would of been a good picture as well.
My reasoning : Well I just said one (the way it effected me). And it can possibly tells a story.

Well not much to say about digital photography. We did get to our "Five Favorite Things" I talked a little about my pictures, I hope I did well. I went back to my car after digital photo class, to get my black and white materials. When I got to my car, I noticed I didn't have printing photo paper.
Here I started to decide, "Should I go home and get some, or borrow a friends. I am only processing a film anyways. Probably not much time to print pictures." So did I stay or did I go back home? I went back home. Why? Because I didn't want to go to class with all that photo gear in my car. One way to be safe, two stone one bird(or something like that).

I am really getting sleepy right now... I know if I say I'll do the rest tomorrow I wont...

SO LETS CONTINUE! Got back to Ohlone with my photo paper! For the first time I parked in the staff area, which is okay for students after 5PM. I saw one of my favorite photo friend, Teresa! I honked my car horn, and startled her. I waved at her, then two guys thought I was waving at them, so they waved back. Don't you just hate that when you're the one feeling retarded, I feel for them. It happened to me quite some time, so now I just don't react. After photo class, I realized, I only used only one photo paper... WASTE OF MY GAS GAH!

I'm broke. I spent like another $200 today. On what?
-Personal needs wants
-Other people's requests
-School
-Food
-Support

Another random thing to add, my hands smell like photo chemicals. Someone smell it, I don't know if its developer, stop, or fix. Whatever it is, I like it. But its probably bad for me... hah oh well.

Finally, below will be the next lens I may be getting from my own money. I will purchase this when I have enough...
If you want to know the price, I have provided a link here.


If you guys actually read all this, I'm giving you an E-HUG right now. You feeling it?! If you actually are... you probably should be getting yourself checked and not reading about me. I worry for you.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

LNA

Thank you, cousin Eileen! Thanks to you this is my new favorite artist/band. Ugh two more days until their new album releases. Can't wait to purchase it!

It's really hot right now. I'm dying in this heat! Maybe because I was having too much adrenaline rushing through me while engaging in league games in Starcraft 2.

Oh snicker doodle... I have yet to finish my English homework ._. Talk about procrastinating to the max. All I need to do is to underline the topic sentences, because I typed out prodigious paragraph after paragraph. I also haven't proceeded my digital photo project. QQ

I find it ironic where the last place that left you infuriated, is now a part of your contentment. How long until it wears off...

Time flew today, I should of shot its wings or something(Get it because "shot" can be used as a photography term too? ha ha ha... never mind).

Friday, February 4, 2011

LOL

"What are your likes and dislikes."
"Idk I don't go on facebook"

Nightmares are stupid

I HAD A DREAM/NIGHTMARE WHERE MY MOM WAS CLEANING MY ROOM AND OPENED MY PHOTOPAPER ._. EXPOSED IT TO LIGHT! How horrible!

Oh I played badminton today, I swear there was a group of girl at least one kept glancing at me... Also saw a coworker there, ew fattie... IN ADDITION also saw some high school friends :D
My game against Kate was so crazy.. she kept hitting me :[ She almost broke my leg so never play with her... Shes too good :\

the end my hand is sore dont wanna type

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Am I really the inconsiderate one?

Please tell me why my sister is being such a bitch.

I ask her one day, just to be at her apartments knowing she is always at her girlfriend's house. And she goes and posts a status on facebook not thinking I can see it or something. "Doreen Gow I can not deal with my brother's inconsiderate.. childish ass! Ughh grow up!" Just one day... You can't deal with me for just one day and you're calling me inconsiderate and childish? Maybe I will just prove you right and just go on and come over without your knowledge one day along with the parents. Maybe we'll even sleep over and await for you to come home! I don't know why you would say such things, I should of just grew up just tattling on you throughout being raised. That way I wouldn't have to worry about times like these. Where I can just come by and see your not home, and just tell the parents. I'm going through a temporary phase of not caring what I say to the parents right now. And thanks for telling me to do whatever I want, because I think I will just do that. If questioned, I can always just show you the text you said. How are you going to argue with yourself...

I'm so angry and frustrated right now... I feel like doing my homework but, I don't think much would be accomplished. I hear exercise helps stress. Bleh I don't know what to do to be honest.. :\

On a side note, I'm wondering if its badluck to put money away (such as the bank) when you just got it/Lunar new years...

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Long time no talk.

So it's kinda awkward. Yesterday before I was about to go to sleep two people I haven't spoke with, started talking to me. One said, "I haven't heard from you in awhile. The other one said, "I have you on my BL but I don't remember who you are." I wonder what the meaning is behind this. Don't bother talking to me if you are not attempting to either reconnect or venturing to hang out. If you're trying to get some answers from me for your own just, expect half ass answers. I will be disobliging to those that are obvious at this.

I need to try to have another film roll ready by tomorrow crap ._.
I'm also ordering more photo stuff, my total as of now is $93

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Family can also make you sad.

So few days ago, I went upstairs wanting to shoot some pictures of my aunt, uncle, and grandma. I couldn't find an excuse, eventually I did. I went upstairs to get the mail and package for my sister. So I went up with my film camera, sadly I only got two shots. They didn't want me taking pictures of them, because they were playing blackjack. They fear that it is illegal to gamble with quarters amongst family. I don't think its illegal is it? As of now I still want to, thinking of the worst to come. I want to remember my family if anything bad happens to them or me. Apparently that's not going to happen, as I type this I am getting emotional. I have regrets of not knowing my grandpa better or having any memories of him. The only memory I have of him is yelling at me to not jump around the house, such as stairs or from the couch to the floor. I have around 20 shots left in my film, I'm hoping to complete by tomorrow. One day maybe, they will realize how much they mean to me. Even though I look as I isolate myself from them. I just don't like talking about futuristic things.

That's all I like to blog about for today ._.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Day two of the college life.

Not much to talk about just wanted to state the introduction that happened in digital photo class. So we were all introducing ourselves, before Mr Mueller got to me, he started to tell people to name the books we last read. Beat me to it dang... Well I introduced myself eventually and said I took photo at Ohlone and this is my second semester and how I had to withdraw from the class because of a job opportunity. I finished, and Mr. Mueller said, "A good photographer at that." Made me very ecstatic! :D Too overdosed with joy I forgot to say, "Thank you." What jerk I am.

And beginning of the day was a bad start my dad yelled at me because I was lagging behind and he didnt want to be late. So now im debating on dropping English so I don't have to deal with this shit anymore. Bleh...

Monday, January 24, 2011

RE-First Day Of College

Going back to college... Yeah I couldn't sleep all night. I couldn't tell if it was the anxiety or excitement. I would like blame majority of it on anxiety. I slept early so it was a good start. But I also knew this was problematic. Usually when I sleep early then normal time, I wake up too early. In this scenario, I went to sleep at 9 woke up at 12. I decided that if I didn't sleep within 5 minutes I would go eat. So I got up and ate a burger and a hot dog. Damn, I'm fat... When I finally got to sleep my alarm disturbingly woke me ._. Scarcely I woken up.

Got ready then I took my dad to his friends house so I can take the car. I got to school soon after one hour early and scouted my class. So I had some free time so I thuoght I would look for my digital photo class as well. So I did and couldnt find it.

OH SHIT I SHOULD LOOK FOR MY ADOBE PHOTO SHOP RIGHT NOW INSTEAD OF POSTING THIS! SHIT POST MORE LATER T.T


Just to make it short before I forget just gonna add some notes in here.
-Car keys wouldnt come out
-Photography Teacher
-JFK students
-Probation

PS I NEED TO PEE

I lied I dont wanna post anymore. I'll just clarify what I was gonna say within the list.
So Yeah, I got to Ohlone I forgot to put the gear to Park so I couldnt pull out the keys ._. Im so stupid. I thought it was just my dad's keys that were screwed up. Took me so long to get those keys out im so stupid...

First class was English. I met some guy that was on probation. I have no idea what that is to be honest. So I kinda questioned him and what not. Awkward... XD

So I saw my photo professor again! Yay! I miss photo class! I also noticed some students were from JFK taking digital photo as well. So I went into his digital photo class, after class I walked out. Then I wanted to go back to have a little chitchat with him. Soon after the chat he invited me to his "Dream Team" of enthusiast photographers. I of course accepted. 6:00PM soon arrived and I saw two of my best buddies there, Ahn and Teresa! :]

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Started watching a new anime/cartoon.

Yeah, I was so bored today... I started watching Dragon Ball Z ._. Yep Im still on it. Im on like episode 48? And theres like 200 more to go.. Well better get going ;D Last week of break till school starts again D:

Saturday, January 15, 2011

So full...

I ate more then I usually ever eat in a restaurant(unrelated but I totally been spelling this word wrong even with auto correct)... Larry, my sister, and I ate at Red Robins today. I ordered the BBQ chicken Salad with unlim fries. Usually I never take adv. of that because I cant finish it and it becomes a togo box. For once I actually got a refill and finished everything. Ugh so crazy.

Went inline skating with my sister at Lake Elizabeth for an hour and she almost fell... Damn I was so hoping for her to drop her phone...

Yeah I didnt eat since then and now I just wanna enjoy my turkey ham-mich with Cherry Soda, kthxbai.

PS. TO THE WORLD.. Why do you make bread square shape and everything else is like circle... seriously... start making circle ham and turkey. Im so sick of biting the sides and eating nothing but bread. OR EVEN MAKE CIRCLE BREAD Just dont... reverse it... Theres no point in having circle bread and square meat...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Missing Childhood


So this morning, my mom asked if I wanted to drink hot coco. I said sure, and guess what I never got it, and now shes at work... QQ Oh well. I guess it is my fault, I distracted her and asked her to help me make pancakes. She just showed me where the vegetable oil was I did the rest. So yeah! I made like 4 pancakes! and two of them were burnt ._. Then my mom was like you can make two more, I'm like nooo I only have room for one left. My mom proved me wrong and made one big one instead.

While it was around 11 I was wondering huh... Why does it feel like its 2-3... Maybe because I cooked and did something productive. Well who knows. But finally its almost three. Don't get me wrong I dont want time to go by fast, its just my thought.
Seeing that it is almost 3:00PM I started to think about Jr high and High school freshman years. Where I walk home from school and watch Cartoons with some food and probably a soda knowing me. Oh how I miss those times! I don't even think they show cartoons at this time anymore...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

My fuckin' motivation right here...

Nightmares and.. well nightmares.

Ok for the past two days I've been having nightmares and ruining my sleep... fckin demonic, white eyed little girls gotta leave me alone! ._.

So theres like nothing to eat in the house... I feel too awkward to go out and buy groceries... I feel like only old people do that AHA But I will eventually come around... Im actually gonna go buy some today because I cant stand not having anything to eat in the house...

There were so many other things I wanted to rant about, but I forget... Well once it comes back to me it'll be here, re-edited.

Monday, January 10, 2011

I can't wait!

Few things I want to rant about. Dances are good only when the dancer has confidence even as bad as the dance is. Speaking of dance, playing Just Dance on the wii yesterday with my little cousins, SHOOPUFF I'm sore as hellos today!

GAH! I can't wait for this game to finish downloading so I can play it on my Wii! :] I"ve been downloading it for 10hrs~ and theres only 20 minutes left! I think i'll go take a shower while waiting. And posting this may kill some more time :D

I got my cousin's late xmas present in the mail today, his camera lens. Oh yeah... And my mommy started her new job today :3 IM GONNA BE HUNGRY NUUU!!! I should go grocery shopping for myself >:]

That is all.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Losing is fun.

Yeah I said it, losing can be fun. Too often I win at the games I play, So sometimes here and there I'll try doing something stupid that can end up being epic win or just losing. But I dont care. My cousin and I were playing smash brothers melee and I just lost some match because I was enjoying myself more. I forget how to have fun sometimes and focus on the winning ._. bad bad bad think that'll be one of my goals for 2011 play for fun, lose for fun, and win for nothing.

So this morning I got some McD breakfast. I ate a hashbrown and their new oatmeal. Their new oatmeal is very filling. Too bad I couldn't finish it and gave it to my dad. The apples are very sour in the oatmeal too :3 Im usually buying coffee for my dad but this time I was like Im gonna buy a Iced Mocha for myself, yeah! Then when I got home and drank it, It tasted bitter... So once again I gave it to my dad...

Damn today was a long ass day! Maybe because I woke up at 7 and stayed up and haven't took a nap yet. Ending it here even though the day hasn't ended! I wanna go exercise some more :] Peas!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

I don't understand...

How can I go to sleep at 10PM and wake up at 3AM ._. Why won't my body/mind let me sleep at least till the sun came up :\
/end rant

Went to Daniels house today and didnt get my book QQ played Blublaze or Blazeblue whatever... Pretty cool game, but still seems complex aha. Exercised pretty hard there and back crazyness ;D

Got an Email about someone wanting to buy a skateboard :D Hopefully I can sell it.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Ecstatic!


Wooo I spent $105 today!

So as of morning today, I got my daddy some McD breakfast and myself some too. Oh god, I hated chipping the ice off the car window ._. Took me like 15mins but it was a good experience nevertheless.

Went to sleep soon after, then stupid Alec calling me waking me up like he somebody... Ignored it and went back to sleep. Sister woke me up too, stupid jerk ._. I never wake her up! Next time I will...

Met up with some guy selling a camera backpack. Bought it off him for $80 :D I kinda regret it now, because its not the newer version...Well whatever. Im happy I have a backpack for my camera now :D

Soon later I go to meet up with another person selling something I wanted. I will be putting it to use on Friday with my friend Michelle (oh man that felt weird typing that LOL)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My day today

Okay, lets just start it off from the beginning... Er I dont know when that is because I didnt sleep.. HAH!
Okay well my mom bought popeyes chicken, then I slept after. Soon later I had a nightmare of a ghost coming up my bed and blankets... So horrid...

Woke up, looked for a camera backpack on Craigslist and the one I wanted was sold :[ It was first $150 then lowered to $135 and now its gone... damn...

I should be making my appointment for my hepatitis shot part two ._. bleh. Thats basically my whole day... I should be hanging out with Daniel soon though ._. I feel so bad for leaving him hanging like the past two days.

Oh and there is milk in the frig that I should probably drink a glass of to accomplish one of my new years goals... BUT ITS SO WHITE!!! EWW!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Such a sleepful day...

Yeah not the best day today. I didn't sleep till 6AM, and when I woke up at 4PM I went back to sleep around 7PM and I just woke up now ._. Oh god, This is so bad... Not much to talk about since I did sleep the whole day.

On the other side of things, I just found out my cousin Eileen actually reads/follows this blog. Makes me feel better knowing one more person cares, well in the family anyways.

I loved talking to Michelle about photography, anyone really as long as they know noting of it. If they knew better than I, then its a little awkward :[

So some person name Liz wanted to buy my iTouch, but she hasnt responded back :\ Another thing is that I found someone to buy an English book from. We will be meeting up at Borders in the Fremont Hub, at 1:00PM. So if I go missing or I die you guys have the right to catch those people x] Damn am I over dramatic...

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Recap and new caps



Ugh, 3:30AM I slept for two hours. I felt super sleepy but now, after two hours of sleep its gone? Geez, I thought I'd sleep in until afternoon at least, so much for that.

As blogger is only for my own personal history and those who want to intervene in my life, I will post for my own benefactors.

12.31.2010
Girlfriend and I broke up, but not yet parted. M and W just noticed one of us being upside down for the other, cannot last forever.

...I just drank my last Cocacola... :\ DAMN IT

So now I am finding a way to add music onto my blogger. And I uploaded a picture of a fish eye photo for Michelle :p