Cutting it short.

Still has big headache. Should be working on my "how to" paragraph -.- Happy Michelle has text again for sometime. Still going to be cautious and aware of her limited texting. Just noticed a hole in my sweats. Headache needs to recover so I can play Brawl with Daniel Husleman and Chin Ming Lui tomorrow. Debating on when to see Michelle.

And finally, missing Michelle...

The end

Sick...

Headache last night... Sleep all day... mediciene... i'm hot then im cold... too sick... don't wanna over do it...

Thank Qs for reading and Thank Ps for posting.

Living the sick day.

I like how I start all my blogs with waking up, because theres always to talk about something while embracing the new day. Well I woke up surprisingly early today. I woke up around ten-ish then I was like huh wow its so early, so I decided to pop back in bed. Few minutes later Michelle calls me and wakes me up. I had to apologize for my mumbling; lol. So I decided to go back to bed for a couple more hours because I set my alarm to wake me up at 12:30. Obviously I woke up many times before. And when I was getting ready, my alarm rings. I'm like okay, this is useless for now.

Got my parcel from the mail, received 3 lens caps. Canon branded, 55mm. And two 52mm caps. Hmm what else did I do at home... Shit why is it all fuzzy (no not in the cute way). Oh right I shaved; I hate shaving but it feels so good after. Lol.

Well anyways I got ready to go out to JFK to see Michelle and pick her up :) Was waiting by her locker and encountered Jon and fellows (LOL). So I talked to them for a bit, then Michelle called and we met up by her locker. Later, I've complimented on how she looked. She looked very pulchritudinous (ooo big word bitch! I can't even pronounce it LOLOL I FAIL!) AHAHA ANWYAYS! Yeah, she was wearing yellow stripes with grey and white; along with her dark navy blue jeans. Drove her almost home, first stopped by TapX and got my tapioca milk tea ! >:D So the one there is cheaper by $0.02 lol. We then later got into the car and I popped my straw in the drink. FUCKIN THING ERUPTED. Totally not worth the 2cents. ._.

When we arrived at her house, we just chilled as always. Her mom mad some kick ass Alfredo. Yum yum. Her mom also said, "I bought some soda downstairs too." I was like hm, is she doing this just for me? Later Michelle goes down and brings up 2 cups of soda. I was hoping it was sprite as well as her. But it ended up being...!! *DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUMMMMM* 7UP! Ewwwww! ;P Yeah I think 7up is the only soda I hate, I don't even think it should be a soda. Well ok I don't want to sound contradicting so whatever.

Later we took a nap-O on her bed-O. But I couldn't sleep so well her sisters are so loud. Then afterwords it got all hot...yeah...hot sounds right... LOLOLOL I mean literally.

Now I are home to be then posting are this with the very exceeding engrish of me's
TIME TO EAT!

Addition information:
-My throat hurts; no fast food ._.
-Going to the badminton game tomorrow.
-Needs to go find a darkroom for my photos to print.

Thank Qs for reading and Thank Ps for posting.

3.27.2010 (maybe if I type this enough i'll remember it lol)

Oh how daily..

Yup yup! Nothing much to talk about today folks! :0 I'm sorry to disappoint you. So in no chronological order these are the things I did...
Felt dirty so I took a shower. I feel super clean right now and I wanna go out, but its dark... oooooo I might see a ghost! (no not really).
I went on E-bay again and bidded (totally not a word but yeah) on 5 items! :0 Yeah I gotta stop this addiction... I won em :)
moms calling brb!
Apparently she needed help taking in the groceries. Her friend took her home and she is selling the SUV that she drove in. $22k, nice price but 4k mileage. AND ITS AN SUV; Eww. I told my parents if they buy me that car I'm going to travel the country, lol.
So where was I... Oh right Ebay. So yeah, I've won some stuff, and now I just have to wait for them to come in the mail :D
Didn't do much today, I was a little excited about hanging out with Michelle at the park/library. I woke up pretty late so I was wondering if we were still doing it or not. I decided to call her and check, but she didn't pick up. And later she calls back and told me we're not going to. Glad to hear her voice daily though.
Watched Avatar; Great movie. I would give it like 9/10. It was a very long movie... 2.5hrs.
And now I'm waiting for my noodles I made :D And I will be watching Clash Of The Titans in an hour or so.
OH MY GOD I AM HELLA CRAVING TAPIOCA MILK TEA RIGHT NOW ._. It's not even funny. I'm probably gonna get my hands on some tomorrow along with McD's saltiness fries >:D

So I will be going to see Michelle tomorrow, Yay! I'm on my spring break right now so I know almost nobody reads this, but if one of my acquaintance (I hate how I use this word so much yet I don't know how to spell it right without spell check) somehow cares about my life and reads this; lets chill...maybe...depends...who are you... LOL

::Additional Information::
-I finished my chocolate cake piece, oh god was it delicious.
-Wanting to play badminton.
-Might attend the next badminton game at JFK

Thanks Qs for reading, and thanks Ps for posting.

The date to remember : 3/27/2010

Alarm woke me up, oh what would I do without it. Got up, got ready to head off to Michelle's house. I felt like I wasn't driving with all my attention on the road. Which is bad; we know. But I felt like I was still half asleep. I brought some stuff over for her sister's to play with as long as my USB; pictures. I felt hungry soon later and decided to get McD. Michelle and I went there and went back to her house. So I fell asleep there few minutes after I ate. Then we talked a little.

I then asked her out, and she happily said yes while adding in some laughter. :)

I was on my way home, and decided I was a tad bit hungry. Well I was craving McD's fries. Apparently the one near Michelle's house is super salty which I love I guess. Haha. I brought it home, then I realized there was so much other food on the table. FOOD OVERLOAD! =) I was pretty glad I have so much to eat. I ate so much, I'm kind of feeling sleepy now.

::Additional information::
-Watched book of Eli; good movie
-Watched Gforce (don't know if I mentioned in my other post)
-Watched ponyo AGAIN, but with my mom.

Thank Qs for reading, thanks P for posting.

Balls...

Woke up to my broken alarm phone alarm. I didn't even know how I turned it off. Apparently I didn't because I just set it to snooze. -.- God damn it.

Sister came home, we decided to go eat at Boston Market to eat; better then sushi :3 Ewwwie. After we ate, headed to mail something for parents. Then after we went to get my sister's check. Got to her work, met her boss and other workers. Then the encounter with the kids, it wasn't as bad as my sister said it was. I guess she just doesn't like kids period... Lol. Took a lot of pictures of my sister working; even though she ruined some of the pictures by looking at the camera and making a weird face ._. The kids wanted me to take pictures of them, I said sure but later. I finished my roll of film, then I said I'll take pictures of them, Suckers :3

Thats about all I did today, didn't get good till we went outside to play. Thats when I started to get texts from Michelle :) As of now, she is watching a movie with her family. Thats cute, family bonding/get together time. I'm somewhat envious.

Yup.. Thats it.. I wanna go play starcraft 2 now; lol. So the end! :D

::Additional information::
-Mom bought me a chocolate cake piece from safeway for $0.99 and ate half of it :D
-Mom made me eggloos oh em gee, they're so good.
-Beat hella kids in connect 4.
-Fixed my blackberry curve ball.
-Will be going to Michelle's house tomorrow hopefully.

Thank Qs for reading, and thank P's for posting.

Time goes by...

Short blog, I don't really feel like blogging much. Maybe because I'm watching Supernatural.

Started my day off getting up and going on E-bay. Lol ._. Bidded on something, saw if I won anything. I actually bought something too, for a special someone. She's probably reading this and getting mad about it now. WHOPS! Teehee.

Played a game of starcraft 2 and yup I still got it; still slow. Got ready to head off, and started walking to JFK. Walked all the way there, and when I got there I called Michelle up. She tells me, she is in room 500. We then later decided to meet up by her locker. Once we did, we started to head out to the gym. The badminton game was being held there against Mission. When we got there I noticed many familiar faces, as well as some awkwardness. We sat down and I presented her with my necklace. She was very happy and stated that it was necessary for me to provide her with any gifts. I responded with that it wasn't much. I am pretty sure she was happy and excited with it. I just wanted her to have some things from me to remember me by if anything was to happen to me.

We watched the game and I met her friend, "Jessica". She was pretty cool I guess we didn't really talk much. The game was pretty boring for some reason... I don't think I am just into badminton anymore. Maybe it can be that I am just not on the team anymore. Well who knows, I feel like playing again though.

Eventually we left around 4:30 from the game, because it was very uninteresting. I got my father to come pick Michelle and I up. We went to my house, and went into my room for a bit (a long bit LOL). After that we decided to narrow down where we were going to eat, In and Out or Hi Seoul. So we went to Hi Seoul to eat, and I didn't like their spicy pork. :\ Tasted like hairballs... After that we went to Tapioca for a drink. I made Michelle choose a drink, and she choose wisely; Tapioca Milk Tea. Yum, She liked it as well which made me glad. After this event, I had to take her home.

Drove her home and encountered part of her family outside playing tennis. She hugged me in the car goodbye, and it was awkward with the parents D: after that I just drove home, didn't stay because it was already getting late.

Once I got home.. Uh what did I do when I get home.. LOL I'm brain dead, ok this ends that. The end have a nice day LOL

Additional information I didn't want to put in chronological order.
-I talked to Michelle few hours ago on AIM for the first time, as well as Jessica.
-STUPID PHONE IS BEING RETARDED

Thank Qs for readings; Thank P's for posting.

Karma will come, or it just tested me...

Ugh I hate waking up early! SWfjhsdklghaskdgh D: I'm going to try and to put my blog short. Woke up in the morning called Michelle to let her know if I was going to come by or not. I told her I wasn't able to. :\ How sad I know. Gah.

Got ready it was around 7:15AM And my ride; Assile. Was not picking up his phone nor was he near. I was in panic. I thought he forgot and started to head over to ohlone without me ._. Luckly he didn't, he later then came. I asked what took you so long and what not. He told me that he was watching the news for the health care thing. Wow man such a news guy. He's more intense then I am with the news lol.

OH SHIT I THINK THERES A GAME TRUCK TODAY AT OHLONE POST LATER!

Ugh nevermind it. I would of totally kicked anyone's ass in Super Smash Brothers Brawl. :3 Too bad I don't know where the stupid game truck is. Gah How can you operate a truck with games, lol. Pretty interesting. I would kick anyone's ass on any game I probably played. If not then I finally get competition.

Okay so I go to English class, it was decent. She was giving back our lab reports, or quizes. I got like 7/15 god, I hate these tricky ass test. After she discussed what we will be working on next. So I am going to need to start thinking how I am going to do this. This is going to be an paragraph about informing or "how to". I decided what I'm going to do; SLR camera. I will be writing about how to use a manual SLR camera :D She let us out one hour early.

I got so bored for an hour ugh. So I was walking about, wondering away. I went back and forth to my photo class to see if anyone was there, sadly no. Neither was the teacher so I was really bored. Then 30minutes I checked up again and I gave up and I sat down and went on my iTouch. Professor then arrived and asked if I wanted to get a head start, I'm like hell yea! :D So I was the first to start processing ;D until we got interrupted with a guest. So our class was "chosen" to do some sorta stupid survey ._. that killed like 30minutes of my time. So lame! All these questions really asked about was drug and alcohol use. And some depression and health issues. I marked almost like "No" Or "never". Then I went to finish procesing my film roll. After I threw it in the drier I went to print some pictures. I printed 2-3, then I ran back into the room to get my negatives, and started working on those. Made a contact sheet and few prints. After that it was time to clean up, but due to the survey we had extra time. I spent that extra hour printing only 1 picture it was so frustraiting. I was printing a picture of Michelle's little sister. Her white shirt I guess was blending in with the background so I couldn't make it as dark. I made like 4 prints but only 1 came out good, BUT its not good enough. I'm not happy with it. I think i'll give the other 3 prints to Michelle's mom or something. My classmates were drying the prints. They made a remark, "Oh my god this girl is going to be in my nightmares so many pictures of her!" And there was only like 12prints and four of them are of her. I found that pretty funny haha.

Even though I didn't see that special someone today, I will always find another way to see her. Today, I saw her through my work and prints.

I also bumped into my childhood friend. I know him from, my dad. It's my dad's friend's son. And I haven't seen him in years! He totally looks different. Usually I would be too shy to talk to him, but now its like whoa! Hahaha. Times just get to us sometimes... *sigh*

So right now I am posting this because when I get home I will either be texting or working on my English homework. I probably won't be posting/editing this. I also got like 5 asian guys around me playing "DOTA" hahaha... I don't get this game ._. Well take care and what not. Have a nice day and all!

You get caught up in dress codes, and I'll shop at walmart.

Things I Forget...

So apparently I left out somethings in the past post.

-I forgot to mention March 22, 2010 I kissed her cheek shyly :X
- Forgotten to mention 3/23/2010 We took a walk after eating (recalled after reading Michelle's blog).

How guilty...

March 23, 2010

Stupid alarm woke me up at 6AM this morning. I don't even know why I.. oh wait right. So I set my alarm on for 6AM so I can call up Michelle. I think I told her that I am going to go see her today, I Don't know if she got the message. I think I will call her back again at her lunch break.
So I set my alarm for another hour to wake up, because I had an appointment to attend to. My appointment was with the counsler was at 11:00AM. I couldn't and had a hard time waking up but thankfully Jessica was constantly texting me. So my phone constistantly vibrated after every minute. This got me into the habit of waking up.

When I was ready to get up. I got ready to go to Ohlone, Yeah! (no not really). I still feel guilty and worry about my gas for my car. Oh right, I need to take a roll of pictures to develop tomorrow ugh...

(so I got this guy infront of me, I think name Bo? talking about some game, and I'm hella curious what game he is talking about. Also how can he have time for games and school god damn this asian is totally smart.)

Anyways I talked to the counsler she helped me out with some stuff and yeah talked to me. I felt really comfortable talking to her. I'm wondering if I need to talk to any other coulsers soon or what not. I like to stick with one and familiarize myself with them. (that reminds me I have to go drop my class right now. Actually I'm going to do that right now and put my post on hold.)

Now thats over with I checked my email and what not. I just received a mail from the person who I ordered my badminton grip tape from. He was like, "The picture is there what made you think it was 3 packs?" When I get home I'm going to reply and be like "Well your fuckin title said it was 3 pack duh stupid ass!" (well without the rudeness of course.)

So I went to the car to chill because I can blast my music all I want. Then it got so hot so I decided someone could use my parking spot and have better use then I do. So I parked somewhere far away with the shade it was a bit cooler then a wasp almost came in my window. I rolled it up and it got burning hot again ._." I decided to go to 7/11 and get something to drink, maybe it'll cool me down. I started to drink it and I got a stomachache when I reached my destination.

I got to the gas station near JFK and put $20.00 worth of gas in my car. I got half of my tank filled which I was pretty happy with :D After that I drove infront of Kennedy with all the houses and parked infront of some person's house. I was waiting for Michelle to finish class, but I got her text saying that she might not be around after school. I got kinda upset, I mean I wanted today to be with me and her. So I texted her back and told her to call me and let me know what was going on. She did, she told me she had a headache and I offered to give her a ride home sooner then later if she wanted. She confirmed with her mother and so it was that.

On the way home I gave her my bracelet I made. I kinda liked it to a point where I wanted to keep it, but then that does not justify why I wanted to make it in the first place. I believe Michelle loved it, and was about to hug me. I was driving so she receded it I guess. Which was good, it would of been problematic if she did proceed.

I got her home asap; not speeding. Reached the front of her house and her mom was in the car. She discussed something with her mom, and I went back to my car to get my digi-cam(I just went to my car and got it too lol). After that we went up and into her room just took some pictures I will have to await consent from Michelle to post them. After that we were just on her bed holding each other for awhile. When her mom came home with her sisters, they also brought back some food. As shy as Michelle is eating in-front of people, She tried hard to eat in-front of me. Which was good, but she still had trouble.

While we were eating, her little sisters totally wanted to play with the itouch. Next time I don't think I'm going to be bringing it, lol. As mean as it sounds, I think I rather have functioning one then none at all. Now they're both mean to me ._. I think its because I don't let them play with my iTouch. Ugh Idk anymore I tried to be nice, I think I should just ignore them now. But taht's too mean! I took lots of pictures of them, I don't even know what I'll do with them lmao.

After that we went inside, I let the little ones play with the itouch for 4 minutes and went on to 6 instead. Then after, Michelle kicked them out. I don't think I would be able to handle them either for too long, now that they hate me D: We were on the bed some more, just held each other and chatted. We talked about many things, few that I cannot remember. The highlights were of the situation we are in, and the consents we are needed of. I already got Jon's consent if it was okay, and he said yes. Now we are awaiting the other. I also talked about my past, she talked about hers. Since she didn't have a long high school past, I made her talk about her and guys. Which I ended up talking about me and girls too.

The end of the day was triple X rated! :0 LOL jk jk not really. But yeah, it was just too hard to part. She walked me to my car and I let her borrow my jacket once more.

Ok this had to have its own space. So I found two things that were hella ironic. Michelle and I love the same soda, and hate the same soda. The other thing that I would like to point out is that, I started the day posting this blog around 11AM~ with the title "guilty". And now, when I was leaving, her mom told Michelle to give me a $20 for gas ._. So more of me to feel guilty for! Great! Now I feel like asking her mom, "Where does those two other girls go?" "So I can pick the up."

Thats about it, I have to shower and eat. Ugh first thing I did was blog and go on facebook, what is the world coming to putting these as highest priority.

What is that recall?!

Guess what?! I got my photo papers back! Whoohoo! Oh well before I get to that let me go on throughout in a chronological order.

*note* I will not as detailed. I am currently in Hyman Hall and too many people are socializing making it hard to concentrate.

Morning, FML I hardly slept last night... I was thinking who stole my photo papers, and why if it had my name on it. So I woke up not too long after as my phone started to vibrate. I set my phone on vibrate 3 times before it starts ringing to Late Night Alumni. I have a thing for my phone ringing in the morning so I try to find my phone before the 3rd vibrating. Usually I find it on the first or second vibration. Today, I hardly got it, but I did. Got it before it started to sing. 5minutes or 10minutes after I woke up I was debating if I should call Michelle. I then decided to call her, even though I was a tad intimidated of what I may say. We talked for a brief moment then I let her go to finish straightening her hair. I don't really like talking on the phone as much, neither does she. But it was taken into consideration that I wanted to start off her day good and with a smile.

So after I got up off bed started to change and then I started to feel sick. So I went to school a lil later, as I was supposed to be there quite early to finish my English homework. I arrived at Ohlone College around 7:30AM so I had a little hard time with parking. I didn't park as far but it was decent. I am really paranoid about my gas all of a sudden I wonder why... Hehe. I haven't even read the essay that was supposed to be read for the prompt today. So we had to write about what was the author's thesis and three supportive details. I quickly read through it and hopefully I didn't get a bad grade on it. I write like 10-12sentences which was the requirement. I felt a little bad about it though at the same time, because I should of read it a few days before. I threw away 2 papers because I didn't feel as if those were grammatically correct and I made a lot of errors. I just need a neat paper without any errors so I guess you can call those my rough draft, but again we were not supposed to have any.

After English, I shivered over to the bookstore to get some PB&J. Yet again in my disappointment they were sold out. They're pretty expensive ($1.25) but why are they so good?!

Made my way over to to photo lab depressed because I didn't want to think about my photo papers. But I had to go to it, got critiqued with my pictures. Apparently the teacher does not like my picture of my place. I don't know what his reason was but I liked it. :\ But he's the teacher! He liked my self portrait picture the most due to the contrast of the picture. He also stated the separation of the mirrors that I didn't really notice, until he brought it up. Many of the students like the light bulb picture I shot with my zoom lens. I probably should not of mentioned it because he said specifically use 55mm lens. I just cannot handle that, haha. Right before we started to critique I asked him if he see's any box of photo paper with the name "Will Gow" On it let me know. He's like as a matter of fact I actually have it in my office. I'm like womgwtfbbq REALLY?! :D I was so happy! I didn't need to buy another set of photo papers! This totally made my day! I'm so happy now!

We ended class early around 12:00 so now I'm so bored right now waiting for kennedy to get out so I can pick up Michelle. But its not all that bad because I'm here in Hyman Hall with Regina, the cool cat.

(Totally unrelated but there is an annoying ass girl next to me talking. She talks about how she doesn't remember of her day because she was so drunk... Seriously? Then why are you even still talking damn... Stfu! :D)

I will post more maybe later; after my day with the special someone. :)

Lets begin! I'm going to try putting it short, I have some homework I remembered to do.

Continuing from leaving Hyman Hall. Regina and I started to walk towards our cars. She tailgated me to my house. Went inside got my camera, and we headed over to Kennedy. Saw A LOT of familiar faces; glad to see them. The most that made an impact on me was Annie, she like jumped attacked, hugged me or something. Throughout this weird greeting I was worried of my camera and what Michelle may be thinking of this... Then after the weird delightful greeting we went off to my car. Michelle and I were thinking of what to do hmm... In that moment I complimented that it was cold today, and why she wasn't shorts. Hehe. We went to the New Park Mall afterwords; to walk around. We stopped by many stores, I would say I liked Forever 21 (jackets) the most and Sanrio. I was really debating to get her something from Sanrio, but so expensive! Yet again half the time I was thinking of my gas, lol. Some how its sad to say, but maybe my gift to her can just be all the times I come to see her. Even though that sounds kinda selfish. :\ Yeah, I just made myself sound like a jerk.

Anyways! after the mall I decided I was hungry. D: We were about to turn back and get seribol(SP?) but then I didn't wanna walk all the way back. We then decided to get In and Out. I drove all the way there and we ate outside in the nice windy weather haha. Fed some birds our fries because it would be cannibalism for them to eat a cow. I also fed some of my burger to Michelle, I'm glad she enjoyed it. I learned something new, that she cannot have cheese. Lets hope I remember that.

After the wonderful meal we started to head over to Michelle's house. Once we arrived there, we just went straight to her room. We chilled there for a good hmmm I don't know ~2 hours? She said she wanted to take some pictures, so I'm like okay. So we did take a few. I don't know how they came out because she told me not to look at them so I complied to her request. Her little sisters were playing with my itouch and they seemed to really enjoy it too.

It was time for me to depart so I was handed my jacket back awhile back. And now I lent her another of my jacket she requested. She said she liked that one better, I don't believe her. My purple was was the coolest 8) Hahaha. So I wore the one she gave me back till I got home. Then I noticed that it smelled like her; Michelle. What a lovely girl scent to have. Too bad it will eventually disappear :[

I came home received 3 packages in the mail. My dad seemed to be grumpy at me for ordering so much online. I will name them, but not so detailed. Hello Kitty thing, Badminton tape, and more photo paper :D

I should go to sleep I got to shoot some pictures tomorrow. Seeing how the day may turn out tomorrow, I may or may not blog about it. If I do, it may not be so discrete.

Thank Qs for reading, Thank P for posting ;D

Homework means less to rant about

March 21, 2010

Hey! I didn't type 2009 and delete it this time! I'm getting the hang of it. Beautiful weather this afternoon if I do say myself. This is not going to be a long post. I have homework to do, then to be posting. Besides I'm going to stay home all day occupy myself with those social network sites. So this is going to be a short one. I'm off to submit my Photo homework, then start English homework. Ugh, Man these birds are chirping so annoyingly I just wanna shoot them. Well up until I see them, then I'll be like "aww" And probably will reconsider. Those last sentence was totally not necessary nor is this to cover up my last one, lol.

Anyways! Had a terrible wake up, hate it when cousin sleeps over. He always leaves early in which disrupting my sleep. I'm no much fan of text sleeping either, but I do it just for Michelle. I eventually told her how to decode my secretly hidden messages in my blog recently. She posted it on her blog site which can be found here. I wonder if any of you could figure it out without my help :P But you already have the answers, all you have to do is look how it was formed.

I'm ending this with talking a little more about my happiness. As I was stating I was waking up reading Michelle's text messages. When I decided to wake up finally and get off my luring sleepy bed; I started the computer. Brushed my teeth while it was loading up, took a stand in-front of the toilet (too much information? LOL). Anyways! When my computer loaded up the first thing was click all my bookmarks and made them into tabs. My bookmarked tabs are; Facebook, Myspace, Email, Ebay, Vox, Michelle's formspring, and Michelle's blogspot. Youtube as well, but I did not need that just yet. I was then reading Michelle's post on both her accounted sites. I was really glad of all the positive and cute things she said in her posts. It made me feel good, like really good. If I read this while I was half asleep, I think it would of woken me up so quickly. :)

So I am hoping the rest of the day, I will be texting with Michelle. Her through Yahoo, Me, through my phone. Because she found a genius way not to go over her texting limit.

Ok, I'm ending it here for reals this time. I have food next to me, and I need to submit my homework and get started with Engrish homework. I probably won't update this particular dated blog because I think I wrote most of whats in store.

Have a wonderful day! Go outside and play if you haven't procrastinated with homework like some of us!

Oh one more thing I forgot to mention if neccessary. I feel sick/allergies! D: Whyyyy... ( I would/should ranted about this.)

The start of an end...? Or the end of a start...?

March 20, 2010

I REALLY WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK ANYONE WHO READS MY POST. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT, I MEAN IT YOU GUYS! (Smiley face) So, I Woke up in the morning feeling like P Diddy (Sp?) Hah, yeah right ._. I don't even know how you can wake up and feel like him. I didn't know he was an emotion

Made the record of going to sleep at 3:00 ._. Still doing bad, at least not as worse by 30 minutes. As always, I start to think of the day went. I started to miss a certain someone already, so I decided to prepare a text for her in the morning. Knowing I will not be able to text her as much anymore, really makes me want her more :\ And these songs I'm listening to doesn't help! Argh...

I then woke up to her text in the morning asking about my AIM. I then sent her the prepared text I saved from last night. Afterwords it killed my word of only going to text her twice; not good.

So now I have to go online and internet stalk some more and find her information on what her AIM is, I'm pretty sure its mentioned someone. :) I'm just that good at doing research.

She has around 427 text messages that's been used with me. I have some sense in that, she may have used some on other people that does not have Verizon. So I am really concerned. I think I'm just going to go over my cousins house soon just to get his phone to text her. :)

Yup, got some plans for today. Maybe I should start preparing rather then sitting in front of my computer posting this hm?

On the other hand I have no idea what I will do after I get ready, lol. This is why I should plan these things out right now! D: I'm so in a rush because its 1:08 right now and I feel like I slept my morning away.. well which I did.

Understanding what I have done, I may learn from it... Nah I don't think so I've been doing this sense forever. I only wake up early when I'm forced to such as school. :\

Maybe I will post more later, This is the end of my story for now.

I am here right now posting at my cousin's house; hardly come here anymore. So lets get this started.

Commonly I would like to see Michelle more if possible; many times. But then again, I would hope I am not coming on too clingy for her... So today I didn't think much of it, and just decided to go to over her house.

Hell with this I cannot use a mac book! Im going to post more later when I get home...

Eventually I am home now and lets talk about the day, now where was I? Oh right, I drove over to her house. On the way there I was messing with the GPS not knowing which way to go because apparently I got on the freeway again. It was so scary.. I hate the freeways :\

Later, I arrive at her house and called her. Michelle then comes out from the garage impatiently it seemed. She then approaches me with wet hair black shirt and sweats. I hug her, as I really missed her, but also with suspicion. I was unaware if her parents were around, because I am really uncomfortable with showing affection around parents. Other then that I'm completely all about PDA. XD We stayed around her porch and just chilled. I brought up my gift for her, it was a hello kitty bracelet I ordered online. She said she really liked it and she gave me an affectionate hug. Which I really enjoyed; as I do with all her other hugs. She then later accidentally broke the bracelet I got her, I understand it was from China after all. Ugh. But its okay! Because I fixed it and delicately put it back onto her wrist :)

Luckily one of her sister likes me. I guess she had to take care of her sister's and I engaged in it too; too much. One of her sister I guess really hates me, and the other one, "Chloe"(SP) loves me :D She's so nice :) I was thinking about giving her my pez toy penguin. They're fun to play with, especially the one that loves me ;D

Even though staying around the porch was fine; we went to my car. We just listened to some more music, because she wanted to say what I labeled as crazy music. In all due honesty, I don't believe she enjoys it as I do. That's okay though, too much of it gets repeating with beats anyways.

! After we decided to go around her house. We ended up going to my Grandpa's grave; just for a visit. Not long after that we went to get Q-Cup. I ordered a Green Apple Icee w/ Lychee. She tried it and I would say she liked it, But I really don't know if its a lie or not. I'm not able to tell just yet. After that we went around the Lion Market; Asian super market area; Not much to talk about here. Just mommy and daddy browsing. Hahaha.

Departing from the Asian Market she was supposed to go to the park to meet up with her family. Now this, was the most confusing part of my day. Going through weird neighborhoods; gah waste of gas. It was okay though I suppose. As long as it wasn't totally far and then back.

Safely getting there, we searched for her family. They were right (more like left) near us, and I didn't even notice. I felt so embarrassed :\ So I greeted the parents, dad asked me a few questions. No biggie though. We then decided to walk around, eventually ended up sitting down instead. We sat, and just discussed about some situations and get to know each other better. Some personal conversations as well; until intruded on. It wasn't a big deal either, I enjoyed her cousin and sister's company. All we had were small talks and how much her cousin wanted Mc Donalds. When I had to depart from Michelle's grace, she seemed cold. I offered her to wear my favorite orchard colored jacket that my sister bought me. She refused at first, but I insisted and told her I will retrieve it eventually. It then slipped her mouth and said it was warm. Made me feel good that in some way I could keep her warm inside and outside. hehe.

After I departed nothing interesting after that. Apparently went about the same way home as last time, through the freeway. Ended up in auto mall, decided to get In and Out burgers :) Yum! Ate it at my cousin's house. She was hosting a party but it started at 10:00 and me and a few other people agreed there was no good looking people going. So we decided to leave early/not show up, haha. I dropped in! So you can't say I'm a bad cousin. :D I Just can't handle my cousin as much anymore, she just seems so into what shes doing and not treat others with respect. If she was to read this, she'll probably throw a fit. But really, if you're dedicated on this party, you would of done everything yourself and not get your little brother to help you as much. Maybe I don't know the situation, but you planned ahead a week inviting people, yet you still needed last second helps.

I decided to kidnap my cousin, Brian. He is right as of now sleeping, such a lazy. Lol. He sleeps so early... I should learn from him. Oh right, another package came in the mail (2 actually). One was my dad's order that he won on ebay, the other was my lens cap for my SLR cameras.

Summary : Overall my day was good, I enjoyed it a lot. Downside is the area in which I have to go to visit Michelle. I spent most of my day gladly with her. Stopped by my cousins house to say happy belated bday (she didn't even say it to me so much for respecting your elders even though I'm only 1 week older then her). Took her little brother (my cousin) to my house and hes sleeping over and I'm writing this. I'm also awaiting for Michelle's text messages. I am hoping I will be texting her all night until she falls asleep. I think I'm the one thats going to fall asleep first, I have a sense that I cannot wake up when I'm already half asleep. I hate it. I just want to use my cousin's phone to my advantage.

I hope everyone's day went well, if not there's always the rest of your life.

The lost of the photo papers.

March 19 2010

I almost wrote 2009 ._. Just not used to it not having two 0's after the two. I went to sleep around 3:30 last night unable to sleep with my bad sleeping habits. My alarm woke me up this morning around 6, because I set it to do so duh. I was going to text someone around this time, but I was just way too sleepy. In the sense of me going to text her, she texts me 30~minutes later. I was glad she did, and I woke up to her text and also my mom was awake too. So here I was early birdy, getting ready to go to photo class and print pictures. Positive can do attitude!

Lazily, I started to research how to dry fiber-based photo paper on google. One site I found in particular said to get some photo tape, which I never heard of. So I did some searches on that as well. Overall, I started to get built up on purchasing this tape at Michales (I hate spelling that name). I arrive around 8:45 and they tell me they don't open until 9:00. What the fuck, seriously? It's just 15minutes left, are you really going to tell me that... Well they did, they lost themselves a customer for the day. This is why your business sucks.

I was a tad bit early, went to the library and turned in my book. Soon after I went to one of the open computers to finish my assignment for photo that will be due Sunday midnight. Eventually I finished that assignment; too fast. I was hungry and I went to the bookstore to get some PB&J. Sadly enough to find there were no more left. ._. Made my day a little worse.

Killing some the time before photo class, getting hyped up and some of my classmates were there as well. I signed into class, went straight for my prints. I found them, Yay! But I couldn't find a my negatives, so I was very disappointed. Who would want to take my negatives?! Are they that good? Then later I found out my photo papers are missing from my drawer. There are about 80~ unused sheets. That's like losing a good fucking $50.00. Shit, seriously fuckin' don't be pulling this stealing crap. I'm so frustrated with some of those bad apples in life that continue to grow, and not get thrown down the grave. I'm sorry but its true. I decided to go home...

Eventually, I arrive at home and told my dad about it. Like always he doesn't show any fucking sympathy. Some father he is, he just throws my guilt and shit at me. As he was telling me how irresponsible I was, I started to walk into my room and slam my door. To make it even worse, he comes in my room asking if I lost his dad's camera too ._. what the fuck... I just wanna get out right now...

You would think I was harsh... I got out of the house away from my dad. >.> Went out with my sister to eat pho. It was pretty good besides that I don't think I finished some of it. :\ Went to Miachels to buy photo tape but instead came out with a picture frame. Time to frame a good picture! :D Or give it to someone as a present :)

I am just hoping that the rest of the day goes well... Especially with hanging out with Michelle later today after her school ends.

Outside was so burning hot! As I arrive at my old high school; John F Kennedy. I started to wait and text Michelle of meeting her up. While awaiting her reply in the blazing heat, my pants started to feel hot and I started to break a sweat. I was not even doing anything! Oh man, weathers getting to me all of a sudden. Got to see my buddy Regina, that crazy girl still the same, hope to see her again soon. I also noticed there was many little kids driving all of a sudden. Makes me a little paranoid on how teenagers these days. And the DMV that are oblivious to amount of teenagers driving, especially kennedy's.

Under the heat, I started walking to the library. I then encounter Ryan Ramos a senior now. I decided to wave and give him a greeting. Without me wearing my glasses, I noticed a girl walking to the way Ryan was ejecting from. I, myself would of obviously not notice who she was, until I got closer. I was pretty sure it was Michelle, and to my surprise it was her. I didn't even have to meet up with her infront/in the library after all. She doesn't seem like the same girl I noticed back when I was a senior. Maybe it was just because she was always with her little friend. Maybe it seemed like she had better people to talk to back then, rather then me. So I guess that's why I probably never approached her; let alone being shy (okay, whoa, going on about this too much).

Michelle and I started to walk and eventually we got to my car. After being loaded into the car, we started to burn up. :( Not that funnest thing, especially me being paranoid of how this may impact how she sees me. We had to wait till my GPS loaded up, after that I inserted her house as the destination. It was fun talking to her in the car, too bad my eyes had to be focused on the road. During stop lights, I would look over to see how she was doing. I worry she would be bored, or too hot. I wouldn't want that; neither would I want her to notice me glancing at her every time I could in the car. Blue top, blue jeans shorts, and her shoes with pink laces. How could one not admire grace.

I drove to her rich community of houses, I felt relieved we were almost there. Duly noted that her mom was not home. We sat in my car just listening to music and talking; I enjoyed every moment of it. Just having her in my presence was exhilarating; every moment of being ecstatic. Time eventually flew by so fast that neither Michelle nor I noticed her mom pulling into the drive way. When I did, I told her and she left the car to check in with her mom. Just when I was playing a song we both enjoy; Owl City - Saltwater Room.

Casually, we got into her house. I had to meet some of the family members; how nerve racking... Took off our shoes and headed upstairs, next meeting her sister. Getting that over with (phew) we headed to her room to just chill. We talked, I went through her algebra 2 book; ugh I hate it. After that, we just sat around the computer. I was showing her many of my favorites on youtube along with a few of my very own videos. Her mom later calls asking what we would like to eat...? She bought stuff from Sogo's Bakery. I guess I was a little hungry, I forgot to drink the drink that was offered though! Dang it! Oh well. I hope they didn't take it offensive nor throw it away wastefully.

Horrifically as this may sound the best part was leaving. It was also the worst part. Hmm which to start with the negative or the positive. I guess negative because that's how the number line goes. Well it was the worst part because I was leaving, obviously right? And of course I wish I could of stayed there for longer, with Michelle. It was the best part because I got to hug her for quite some time. I enjoyed her extended hug time. I felt as if I never wanted to let go, as a kid departing with their favorite toy. Well, I'm pretty sure she will be reading this soon.

Even with so many similarities, I can't seem to express the limit we have in common. I can't tell neither if its a good thing or a bad thing... Or is there more.

Luckily this post is ending by saying, my day was "okay".

Losing the photo paper and my negative sheets were the worst part. Which leads up to my dad lecturing which making my day worse.

Exciting day, I drove back on the freeway... Shhh. I kinda enjoyed it because there was some traffic. Which signals that I do not have to be speedy drove around 40-50mph.