Homework means less to rant about

March 21, 2010

Hey! I didn't type 2009 and delete it this time! I'm getting the hang of it. Beautiful weather this afternoon if I do say myself. This is not going to be a long post. I have homework to do, then to be posting. Besides I'm going to stay home all day occupy myself with those social network sites. So this is going to be a short one. I'm off to submit my Photo homework, then start English homework. Ugh, Man these birds are chirping so annoyingly I just wanna shoot them. Well up until I see them, then I'll be like "aww" And probably will reconsider. Those last sentence was totally not necessary nor is this to cover up my last one, lol.

Anyways! Had a terrible wake up, hate it when cousin sleeps over. He always leaves early in which disrupting my sleep. I'm no much fan of text sleeping either, but I do it just for Michelle. I eventually told her how to decode my secretly hidden messages in my blog recently. She posted it on her blog site which can be found here. I wonder if any of you could figure it out without my help :P But you already have the answers, all you have to do is look how it was formed.

I'm ending this with talking a little more about my happiness. As I was stating I was waking up reading Michelle's text messages. When I decided to wake up finally and get off my luring sleepy bed; I started the computer. Brushed my teeth while it was loading up, took a stand in-front of the toilet (too much information? LOL). Anyways! When my computer loaded up the first thing was click all my bookmarks and made them into tabs. My bookmarked tabs are; Facebook, Myspace, Email, Ebay, Vox, Michelle's formspring, and Michelle's blogspot. Youtube as well, but I did not need that just yet. I was then reading Michelle's post on both her accounted sites. I was really glad of all the positive and cute things she said in her posts. It made me feel good, like really good. If I read this while I was half asleep, I think it would of woken me up so quickly. :)

So I am hoping the rest of the day, I will be texting with Michelle. Her through Yahoo, Me, through my phone. Because she found a genius way not to go over her texting limit.

Ok, I'm ending it here for reals this time. I have food next to me, and I need to submit my homework and get started with Engrish homework. I probably won't update this particular dated blog because I think I wrote most of whats in store.

Have a wonderful day! Go outside and play if you haven't procrastinated with homework like some of us!

Oh one more thing I forgot to mention if neccessary. I feel sick/allergies! D: Whyyyy... ( I would/should ranted about this.)

The start of an end...? Or the end of a start...?

March 20, 2010

I REALLY WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK ANYONE WHO READS MY POST. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT, I MEAN IT YOU GUYS! (Smiley face) So, I Woke up in the morning feeling like P Diddy (Sp?) Hah, yeah right ._. I don't even know how you can wake up and feel like him. I didn't know he was an emotion

Made the record of going to sleep at 3:00 ._. Still doing bad, at least not as worse by 30 minutes. As always, I start to think of the day went. I started to miss a certain someone already, so I decided to prepare a text for her in the morning. Knowing I will not be able to text her as much anymore, really makes me want her more :\ And these songs I'm listening to doesn't help! Argh...

I then woke up to her text in the morning asking about my AIM. I then sent her the prepared text I saved from last night. Afterwords it killed my word of only going to text her twice; not good.

So now I have to go online and internet stalk some more and find her information on what her AIM is, I'm pretty sure its mentioned someone. :) I'm just that good at doing research.

She has around 427 text messages that's been used with me. I have some sense in that, she may have used some on other people that does not have Verizon. So I am really concerned. I think I'm just going to go over my cousins house soon just to get his phone to text her. :)

Yup, got some plans for today. Maybe I should start preparing rather then sitting in front of my computer posting this hm?

On the other hand I have no idea what I will do after I get ready, lol. This is why I should plan these things out right now! D: I'm so in a rush because its 1:08 right now and I feel like I slept my morning away.. well which I did.

Understanding what I have done, I may learn from it... Nah I don't think so I've been doing this sense forever. I only wake up early when I'm forced to such as school. :\

Maybe I will post more later, This is the end of my story for now.

I am here right now posting at my cousin's house; hardly come here anymore. So lets get this started.

Commonly I would like to see Michelle more if possible; many times. But then again, I would hope I am not coming on too clingy for her... So today I didn't think much of it, and just decided to go to over her house.

Hell with this I cannot use a mac book! Im going to post more later when I get home...

Eventually I am home now and lets talk about the day, now where was I? Oh right, I drove over to her house. On the way there I was messing with the GPS not knowing which way to go because apparently I got on the freeway again. It was so scary.. I hate the freeways :\

Later, I arrive at her house and called her. Michelle then comes out from the garage impatiently it seemed. She then approaches me with wet hair black shirt and sweats. I hug her, as I really missed her, but also with suspicion. I was unaware if her parents were around, because I am really uncomfortable with showing affection around parents. Other then that I'm completely all about PDA. XD We stayed around her porch and just chilled. I brought up my gift for her, it was a hello kitty bracelet I ordered online. She said she really liked it and she gave me an affectionate hug. Which I really enjoyed; as I do with all her other hugs. She then later accidentally broke the bracelet I got her, I understand it was from China after all. Ugh. But its okay! Because I fixed it and delicately put it back onto her wrist :)

Luckily one of her sister likes me. I guess she had to take care of her sister's and I engaged in it too; too much. One of her sister I guess really hates me, and the other one, "Chloe"(SP) loves me :D She's so nice :) I was thinking about giving her my pez toy penguin. They're fun to play with, especially the one that loves me ;D

Even though staying around the porch was fine; we went to my car. We just listened to some more music, because she wanted to say what I labeled as crazy music. In all due honesty, I don't believe she enjoys it as I do. That's okay though, too much of it gets repeating with beats anyways.

! After we decided to go around her house. We ended up going to my Grandpa's grave; just for a visit. Not long after that we went to get Q-Cup. I ordered a Green Apple Icee w/ Lychee. She tried it and I would say she liked it, But I really don't know if its a lie or not. I'm not able to tell just yet. After that we went around the Lion Market; Asian super market area; Not much to talk about here. Just mommy and daddy browsing. Hahaha.

Departing from the Asian Market she was supposed to go to the park to meet up with her family. Now this, was the most confusing part of my day. Going through weird neighborhoods; gah waste of gas. It was okay though I suppose. As long as it wasn't totally far and then back.

Safely getting there, we searched for her family. They were right (more like left) near us, and I didn't even notice. I felt so embarrassed :\ So I greeted the parents, dad asked me a few questions. No biggie though. We then decided to walk around, eventually ended up sitting down instead. We sat, and just discussed about some situations and get to know each other better. Some personal conversations as well; until intruded on. It wasn't a big deal either, I enjoyed her cousin and sister's company. All we had were small talks and how much her cousin wanted Mc Donalds. When I had to depart from Michelle's grace, she seemed cold. I offered her to wear my favorite orchard colored jacket that my sister bought me. She refused at first, but I insisted and told her I will retrieve it eventually. It then slipped her mouth and said it was warm. Made me feel good that in some way I could keep her warm inside and outside. hehe.

After I departed nothing interesting after that. Apparently went about the same way home as last time, through the freeway. Ended up in auto mall, decided to get In and Out burgers :) Yum! Ate it at my cousin's house. She was hosting a party but it started at 10:00 and me and a few other people agreed there was no good looking people going. So we decided to leave early/not show up, haha. I dropped in! So you can't say I'm a bad cousin. :D I Just can't handle my cousin as much anymore, she just seems so into what shes doing and not treat others with respect. If she was to read this, she'll probably throw a fit. But really, if you're dedicated on this party, you would of done everything yourself and not get your little brother to help you as much. Maybe I don't know the situation, but you planned ahead a week inviting people, yet you still needed last second helps.

I decided to kidnap my cousin, Brian. He is right as of now sleeping, such a lazy. Lol. He sleeps so early... I should learn from him. Oh right, another package came in the mail (2 actually). One was my dad's order that he won on ebay, the other was my lens cap for my SLR cameras.

Summary : Overall my day was good, I enjoyed it a lot. Downside is the area in which I have to go to visit Michelle. I spent most of my day gladly with her. Stopped by my cousins house to say happy belated bday (she didn't even say it to me so much for respecting your elders even though I'm only 1 week older then her). Took her little brother (my cousin) to my house and hes sleeping over and I'm writing this. I'm also awaiting for Michelle's text messages. I am hoping I will be texting her all night until she falls asleep. I think I'm the one thats going to fall asleep first, I have a sense that I cannot wake up when I'm already half asleep. I hate it. I just want to use my cousin's phone to my advantage.

I hope everyone's day went well, if not there's always the rest of your life.

The lost of the photo papers.

March 19 2010

I almost wrote 2009 ._. Just not used to it not having two 0's after the two. I went to sleep around 3:30 last night unable to sleep with my bad sleeping habits. My alarm woke me up this morning around 6, because I set it to do so duh. I was going to text someone around this time, but I was just way too sleepy. In the sense of me going to text her, she texts me 30~minutes later. I was glad she did, and I woke up to her text and also my mom was awake too. So here I was early birdy, getting ready to go to photo class and print pictures. Positive can do attitude!

Lazily, I started to research how to dry fiber-based photo paper on google. One site I found in particular said to get some photo tape, which I never heard of. So I did some searches on that as well. Overall, I started to get built up on purchasing this tape at Michales (I hate spelling that name). I arrive around 8:45 and they tell me they don't open until 9:00. What the fuck, seriously? It's just 15minutes left, are you really going to tell me that... Well they did, they lost themselves a customer for the day. This is why your business sucks.

I was a tad bit early, went to the library and turned in my book. Soon after I went to one of the open computers to finish my assignment for photo that will be due Sunday midnight. Eventually I finished that assignment; too fast. I was hungry and I went to the bookstore to get some PB&J. Sadly enough to find there were no more left. ._. Made my day a little worse.

Killing some the time before photo class, getting hyped up and some of my classmates were there as well. I signed into class, went straight for my prints. I found them, Yay! But I couldn't find a my negatives, so I was very disappointed. Who would want to take my negatives?! Are they that good? Then later I found out my photo papers are missing from my drawer. There are about 80~ unused sheets. That's like losing a good fucking $50.00. Shit, seriously fuckin' don't be pulling this stealing crap. I'm so frustrated with some of those bad apples in life that continue to grow, and not get thrown down the grave. I'm sorry but its true. I decided to go home...

Eventually, I arrive at home and told my dad about it. Like always he doesn't show any fucking sympathy. Some father he is, he just throws my guilt and shit at me. As he was telling me how irresponsible I was, I started to walk into my room and slam my door. To make it even worse, he comes in my room asking if I lost his dad's camera too ._. what the fuck... I just wanna get out right now...

You would think I was harsh... I got out of the house away from my dad. >.> Went out with my sister to eat pho. It was pretty good besides that I don't think I finished some of it. :\ Went to Miachels to buy photo tape but instead came out with a picture frame. Time to frame a good picture! :D Or give it to someone as a present :)

I am just hoping that the rest of the day goes well... Especially with hanging out with Michelle later today after her school ends.

Outside was so burning hot! As I arrive at my old high school; John F Kennedy. I started to wait and text Michelle of meeting her up. While awaiting her reply in the blazing heat, my pants started to feel hot and I started to break a sweat. I was not even doing anything! Oh man, weathers getting to me all of a sudden. Got to see my buddy Regina, that crazy girl still the same, hope to see her again soon. I also noticed there was many little kids driving all of a sudden. Makes me a little paranoid on how teenagers these days. And the DMV that are oblivious to amount of teenagers driving, especially kennedy's.

Under the heat, I started walking to the library. I then encounter Ryan Ramos a senior now. I decided to wave and give him a greeting. Without me wearing my glasses, I noticed a girl walking to the way Ryan was ejecting from. I, myself would of obviously not notice who she was, until I got closer. I was pretty sure it was Michelle, and to my surprise it was her. I didn't even have to meet up with her infront/in the library after all. She doesn't seem like the same girl I noticed back when I was a senior. Maybe it was just because she was always with her little friend. Maybe it seemed like she had better people to talk to back then, rather then me. So I guess that's why I probably never approached her; let alone being shy (okay, whoa, going on about this too much).

Michelle and I started to walk and eventually we got to my car. After being loaded into the car, we started to burn up. :( Not that funnest thing, especially me being paranoid of how this may impact how she sees me. We had to wait till my GPS loaded up, after that I inserted her house as the destination. It was fun talking to her in the car, too bad my eyes had to be focused on the road. During stop lights, I would look over to see how she was doing. I worry she would be bored, or too hot. I wouldn't want that; neither would I want her to notice me glancing at her every time I could in the car. Blue top, blue jeans shorts, and her shoes with pink laces. How could one not admire grace.

I drove to her rich community of houses, I felt relieved we were almost there. Duly noted that her mom was not home. We sat in my car just listening to music and talking; I enjoyed every moment of it. Just having her in my presence was exhilarating; every moment of being ecstatic. Time eventually flew by so fast that neither Michelle nor I noticed her mom pulling into the drive way. When I did, I told her and she left the car to check in with her mom. Just when I was playing a song we both enjoy; Owl City - Saltwater Room.

Casually, we got into her house. I had to meet some of the family members; how nerve racking... Took off our shoes and headed upstairs, next meeting her sister. Getting that over with (phew) we headed to her room to just chill. We talked, I went through her algebra 2 book; ugh I hate it. After that, we just sat around the computer. I was showing her many of my favorites on youtube along with a few of my very own videos. Her mom later calls asking what we would like to eat...? She bought stuff from Sogo's Bakery. I guess I was a little hungry, I forgot to drink the drink that was offered though! Dang it! Oh well. I hope they didn't take it offensive nor throw it away wastefully.

Horrifically as this may sound the best part was leaving. It was also the worst part. Hmm which to start with the negative or the positive. I guess negative because that's how the number line goes. Well it was the worst part because I was leaving, obviously right? And of course I wish I could of stayed there for longer, with Michelle. It was the best part because I got to hug her for quite some time. I enjoyed her extended hug time. I felt as if I never wanted to let go, as a kid departing with their favorite toy. Well, I'm pretty sure she will be reading this soon.

Even with so many similarities, I can't seem to express the limit we have in common. I can't tell neither if its a good thing or a bad thing... Or is there more.

Luckily this post is ending by saying, my day was "okay".

Losing the photo paper and my negative sheets were the worst part. Which leads up to my dad lecturing which making my day worse.

Exciting day, I drove back on the freeway... Shhh. I kinda enjoyed it because there was some traffic. Which signals that I do not have to be speedy drove around 40-50mph.