The news today...

So I'm sitting here watching the news because my online game isn't online. Some stupid server problems.. blehhh. Anyways, I was watching the news and they were talking about some soccer game going out of control. More than seven (or seventy) people were injured.
Whops I found out 73 people died. Link of the news can be found here.
So this is my rant. The news anchor says they will be taking blood donations. I guess this applies to all to their race and soccer fans... In my opinion I think that's their own fault. That's why hospitals have those donor lists. If you're gonna commit suicide and it happens to end you up in the hospital, you will not be able to get a transplant. Hence I go on in saying, if you're going to jump on the field and start total chaos and end up hurt, they have no sympathy from me.

A B .. Oh theres no C!

Woo! I forgot to post this, but few days ago I checked my grades. Yup yup! I got all A's and one B! I'm so happy! I forgot to treat myself for the past 2-3 days :\ I will treat myself to... Tapioca, Jamba Juice, or something unhealthy :D

Photoshop - A
Intermediate B&W Photo - A
Digital Photo - A
English - B

Currently on my mind. I'm monitoring my uncle's computer on how much bandwidth he is using. Usually it doesn't go over 800MB at most. Somehow he's up to 1GB WTF ._. So I lowered his limit -_- No one uses over 1GB ONLY ME! Muahaha I'm horrible x] Would you look at that, he just got off. He used more than I currently ._.

I like it better when you're naked...

It's just more sexy! And I'm talking about my iPhone by the way.

So yeah I was cleaning it one day, and gosh I miss using my iPhone without a case. It just feels so much better without it! So the question is, do I risk damaging it for the sake of how it feels in my hand? Or do I keep it safe/baby it and sell it in the future for a decent price? Decisions decisions!

Summer is gonna be so boring! QQ :\ Still gotta take some of my close friends out to lunch/dinner :]

Ok so I think I'm being mean. I find it amusing that someone's stress can entertain me. The way they are so juts so dramatic... Well I suppose it depends on the person.

Forgive me...

I threw away some, well a plate of food yesterday from the pregrad ceremony.

I don't feel like typing lots so I'll try to make it brief :p
Took 500~ Pictures yesterday. Keeping 453, and giving it to my client.
Good experience, how ever I didn't like the shoes I wore ._.

THE END :P

Art Gallery.

Finals day

So I'm skeptical about this whole dollar soda thing at Mcdonalds. Recently they are giving any size soda for $1.00! I was like whoa! Yummy! So I went there and ordered a large Dr Pepper. Was it a dollar? Yes it was and I'm amazed! While I was gonna pay for the item, the women saw in my car. She was all, "Whoa thats a big book you got there. I was never good at school so yeah your book is already giving me a headache" Haha she sure was quite a talker. I enjoyed her momentary company though. Surely I will go back just to see her, not my type of girl (tattoos and punkish), but fun to talk to.
Also in this picture you can see a big ass book I got, hehe.

I made a video blog, but I don't like my voice. So I don't think I will be uploading it, hah. Ugh makes me want to use my video on my camera for something though...

Woke up at 4AM doing homework and studying for my finals. I was texting this person when my finals began. It was enjoyable until the late responses. I hate it when all of a sudden you stop getting replies from a person. Starts with minutes, then onto hours...Meh...

Oh when I got home I got something in the mail! I was scared to open it... I get nervous whenever I get mail from like the state or country. It's just creepy even though I know I did nothing wrong. But it was tax refund! Woohoo! I got $353. I want to spend it, but then again I think I should save it. Maybe i'll just use $100 and treat myself to something nice. Finals are over, I deserve it.

Speaking of finals being over, so is the semester. I got so many hugs today! I almost forgot how enjoyable they were! Yeah, I know many of you are like hugs? pfft I get them as easy as air! Well for me Mr/Ms! They are as hard to come by as radio with decent music! I think I got like 5-6 hugs today? (:

Sometimes I feel...

Credits : Benites_Lindsey

Relief and remembering

Oh boy! Spring semester is almost over! :] Hell lot of things to do though! QQ!
Adobe photoshop big assignment.
Adobe photoshop take home quiz. CHALLENGING AS HELL!
B&W photography last critique on your best photos
English research, note card, and essay on Monday

I'm trying to finish up the quiz right now. After I will be writing a small sincere note to a person in my English class.

Just going back, I remember when I was quiet and had a gf. We were at Tapioca and she was being the social butterfly she is. I on the other hand was being quiet and not interacting. I had a flip phone back then with no text. I remember her texting me, "I like you. :)" Usually I would be like damn it, another $0.10 on my bill. Made me happy, just one of those unforgettable moments I guess.

New look?

Went to sleep at like 5 in the morning. All bad. Woke up around 11:20AM from a number I did not recognize. I was like hmm, well maybe its important and I should pick it up. So I did, and it was indeed important. It was a call from Walmart telling me that my glasses are ready for pick up. Woo! ...And I fell back asleep LOL

My dad eventually was about to head out for groceries, so I scattered off my bed to the door. I asked, "Where are you going? Can you take me to Walmart? They called and said it was ready for pick up." My dad was surprised how fast it was, because I went there on Tuesday. They said they would have it done in a week, but it only took two days. Yay! New glasses and I kinda like them more then my other one. :] Pretty cheap too, my mom beg to differ. She liked my old ones, which I was not too fond of so I never wore them.

As always going out with my dad, always meant going somewhere else. OH EM GEE THE CAR WAS HOT ._. QQ!

Blew a pop quiz QQ

As title said... :\ Pretty unhappy about it ._.

Inconsideratness... I swear.

I feel like I need to move really. I can't handle how inconsiderate and immature my family is. Not just my family in general, but majority of my cousins as well. I don't care if they read this, but I'm just being honest. My cousin Brian, he always wakes me up while I'm asleep. Really, I mean how rude. That's not just him either. I think almost all my little cousins do this shit to me. Another note on Brian, he goes on and orders photo stuff without adding my orders in. We were supposed to order it together, but he wanted it by Friday. Which was understandable; however, don't you have the decency of notifying me? Pfft, as of now I don't even feel like teaching you how to develop prints. You can take/pay for classes and learn yourself and from a teacher/professor. Moving onto my sister, I swear I believe she is the most inconsiderate one of all. She has a minor detail wrong with her teeth that isn't straight. And by this she wants braces, which will cost over $1,000. I find this ridiculous, how perfect do you want to be? NO ONE IS PERFECT! I swear, I feel like leaving a scar on her face. Would you get face surgery for that too? Geez, there is a limitation to these kind of things. Hell, I think she needs help. Like those people who purge themselves just to be skinny. My overbite is so overly deep, sometimes it pains my wisdom teeth. I, however have not even removed my wisdom teeth; nor got braces. I choose not to because I don't want to run my family's budget. We don't have dental insurance and yet my sister wants to do this. The braces idea game from my little two cousins, who just recently got them. My uncle comes into my room to speak to me about going to LA every two weeks. So I ask why? He says, "Oh, so you can take my kids to the dentist." This raged me inside, It's not just the kids who are inconsiderate, but also the parents. I'm not going to sugarcoat how I am feeling, so here goes.
Dude, I ain't going to fuckin' drive your kids to LA just because you don't want to. Take your own fuckin' responsibility to take them. Don't dump their shit onto me. I'm sick of doing shit for your family. My dad does enough for you, I'm not going to let you take advantage of me as you do with him. As nice as I am I let few things go, but there is an extent on how far it can go. Unless you will pay for my braces and will have some benefactor in this, it's not happening. Should I apologize? No. Truthfully, if someone in my family dies. I don't think I will show any remorse or sympathy. Sometimes I wonder, if I am over thinking this. I mean, some of my other cousins are not as bad. Eileen and Josephine never wake me up while I am still asleep.

I think my thoughts are all negative. I know I mentioned this before, but I will mention it again. If you really want to text/talk to me. Make sure you do it like a week, at least a day before notice. (: If you're going to text me last minute asking for help with something, I may not be so kind. "Can you help me get to this party at _____?" Uh, no? I don't find you a good friend, so no. :) YES I WILL ADD THE SMILEY FACE IN THERE TOO If the situation calls for an emergency with kindness, "I'm sorry to bother you, but can you take me to the hospital because...." Of course I would most likely say yes for those types of things. It's the matter of the situation. Lying is bad, you reap what you sow.

Change of mood- Don't you find it funny when people ask you a question, but go on a story answering their own question? Let me try to think of one. Hmm...
"Have you been to disneyland? I went during blah blah blah." And before you know it, you couldn't even answer the question. Hell the topic has probably changed or it's about roller-coasters. People really need to shut up sometimes, if they are really interested. Maybe it's just a sign of nervousness *shrug*

Things I should of posted, but failed to.
- Jury Duty
- Oakland with Dad
- Photo job

Process of learning.

I'm hella confused about education in general now. Schools, what are they for? Learning correct? So if you fail, you try again. If this is the case, why are such things as insurance and other offers state; If you have a 3.0 GPA+ You can qualify for blah blah blah. It just pressures the students to cheat. I don't know... I wouldn't mind getting a F if I gave it my best and learned something. Getting an A and cheating yourself out of an education... man. I just don't think the education system is even working out right. I'm thinking, If you get bad grades and learned/educated yourself that's good; however your transcript will look bad. On the other hand, if you get good grades and not learn jack squat, you can get into a better college. How can one justify this? At this very moment I'm thinking education is harder to understand than life itself...

...Back to homework ._.

RA-RA-RA-RAAHH-RACCOON!

Black and yellow, black and yellow. I'm a bee I'm a bee. They're attracted to me they come around like honey cause I'm fly like a bee. Man I got 'em all buzzin' buzzin' buzzin' buzzin'
Really... I can be the next YEY-AREA RAPPAH! This shit writes itself! I mean every other artist making their music from sampling music, I can do the same!
Just giving you people the example of how my music is gonna be yenno? Before I make millions and such ;D

Anywhoo, I really need to finish this assignment of scavenger hunt up. Just need a couple more... I hope I finish it tomorrow when I am at Oakland. I gotta find the court house and what not, ugh. Then on Sunday it will be due, but I will be going to the Cherry Festival in San Fransico, with Daniel.

Yesterday I went to Jack in the Box to get food. Apparently I got served by Jesus... Literally. LOL I have it on my receipt, it says manager - jesus HAH

Mouse!

I went to sleep last night watching funny ass video on a shooting game for hours. Oh man I couldn't stop laughing that I started to cry. So I eventually went to sleep at like 3-4AM and woke up at 6:30AM. I was super tired I didn't even wanna go to school! Bleh! But I had an essay that was due, so I had to go type it.

Ugh, I'm disappointed that I went back home after English. Well I took a nap and I guess it was worth it. My stomach was hurting so it forced me to go back home.

Came to Digital photography class nothing new. Turned in my pictures, and not many other did any better so yeah...

Right now I am bored and I just got out of digital photography class. I went to the library and I am currently here typing this. So here I am about to use a computer, girls started freaking out and one jumped on top of a chair. I was like huh, whats going on? And I see a little cute mouse running around the floor. These two other cute girls I saw/met the other week is still here too. They saw it, and was like, "Aww!" It's good to know that not all girls think they should be squished and killed. It went into a study room with a girl and she ran out. I was laughing inside, but at the same time concerned. I started to empty out my backpack and was going to use it to catch the little mouse. I hear some people talking, "Is he going to catch it with his backpack?" Heh, I rather catch it and let it go free than some idiot killing it and getting it over with. I eventually went into the room with my empty backpack and chased it for 1-2minutes. Eventually it got into my backpack and I frantically zipped it up. I came out of the room asking if anyone wanted it, sadly no one said they did. I didn't expect anyone to want it anyways, where would they carry it? I started walking out the library and into a small patch of grass releasing the critter. For awhile, it didn't want to leave my bag. I had to let it go, no way could I keep a pet. I wouldn't know where to hide it anyways. It might be better that it roams free then caged up, the rule of nature I suppose. If it gets eaten by a snake/bird; nature sure is taking its course.
Now that I think of it, no one said thank you... Meh :] I should be grateful that it didn't die.

Waiting for my black and white photo class to start is.. OH RIGHT I NEED TO GET MY FILM! Well I have an hour till it starts so I guess I'll walk down to my car and take my time... I guess I'll end it here... I really want to talk to these two girls, haha. Oh well... Even if I strike up a conversation, my goal isn't prioritized.

Bye bye old friend...

Things you find on Craigslist...

So I'm currently on CL right now just browsing random catagories. I go under tools, and guess what you can buy apparently. Male Clean Urine. WTF?! LOL! I'll sell my urine for $5! There are also old ass stuff people still look for weirdly, like floppys. Who the hell uses those anymore?! I wonder where all mine went, I had some pretty drawings I made of Pokemon when I was like 6 in there. LOL Speaking of floppy disks, I think I will take one around with me for the hell of it. Some interesting stuff happened to me today, and will happen. Not good enough to blog about though, or too good that I can't... oooo! ;]

Hopefully my friend Kimhak will let met borrow some of his photo gear today. He says that he has a monopod and a film camera he never uses and they're just lying around. I thought I'd take them off his has for now (:

I just bought my Nikon 17-55mm!

$850! It was a good price I guess... Retail for a new one is $1500~ Its pretty banged up but the lens is all that matters (:
So excited!
Now at 6PM I will be going to Target to sell some Ilford photo papers. $50 Yey!

Breaking news! I cut my pinky nail!

Milk... Memories!

So I downed a decent size bottle of milk to count as a glass... Ugh! Tasted horrible! Upside is that I remembered a moment back when I was younger. The taste took me down memory lane. Ironic how something that taste bad can give you good memories.

My mom and dad's order from eBay they made me buy came in. Now they have a new phone to give away to relatives. What I dislike about this is, they make me all the technical work ._. Even though its new, they are still going to test it out and what not I guess.
Speaking of eBay. I found some guy selling a Nikon 17-55mm lens in Fremont! So I emailed him and he said I can come take a look at it. I would have to go to Frys and meet him there, but I decided to go tomorrow when I'm more dressed. Haven't heard from yet, but hoping I can postpone it.

I have jury duty, QQ! Damn, its gotta be all the way down in Oakland too. Blasphemy making me go all the way down there. I wonder if they will cover my trip. Hah! I was totally thinking of bringing my camera down there, because I never been there. Bad part about this is, I have more negative thoughts than positive in this scenario. Oakland is one of the unsafe cities, and I don't think they will let me bring it into court either.

Some random thought, or thing I noticed. I find some Filipino/Viet to be the most... Hmm I kinda want to say the word senseless. Maybe inconsiderate would be better, one or the other. Yeah... I find them to be the most ___________ (put either in there).
It's always good to follow up with examples, but sometimes things are best left unsaid. I guess I should have one thing to back it up. At one moment while I was texting, this is what I noticed. Guy or girl would be appreciative of something you do/did; however, once it is complete, that's where it ends. This is why I think they are ________. Not just because of the fact that its rude to do such things without following up. The bigger idea is do not say, or do things you do not mean. If BOB is really happy that you call them. Then the next day you call BOB, but he won't pick up. So yeah, WTF...

I try out a smile and aim it at you. You must have missed it, you always do...

Think I'm starting to like them white girl song writers... x]