Given up?

How my day is going... I woke up to the rain drops slightly and gently hitting my window. As I started to apprehend the weather, it made me more drowsy. I loved the cool atmosphere and somewhat peaceful house. I got even more comfortable in my soft cuddly blankeys and I drifted away into my sleep. As I was drifting off I kept of thinking of my homework. As I cannot comprehend that I have not yet done anything yet (read the bottom to understand part of my feelings). It made me feel eerie, but I love sleeping everything off. Eventually my hectic sister comes into the house, then starts to speaks absurdly. As I woke up to her never muted mouth, again the thoughts of my life started banging. There is just no way I can have any feelings of remorse, I believe everything is done for a reason. It's pretty contradicting but if seen through the rightful eye, I believe it can be assimilated.

Sometimes its just best to not think and just do.

With that being said, its true. Sometimes I would just be in the shower debating if I wanna wash my hair or not. I hate how I waste water so, I try not to think too much of it and just wash my hair. Now, I am having a homework situation. I know I should probably just do it/start on it, but I don't see the point anymore. I have like 4 paragraphs in-class for %35 of our grade. I got a D on the first one and an F on the 2nd. I'm probably gonna get a D on my next one, maybe. 25% is based on lab work which I get Ds or Fs on it. I'm just starting to lose hope I suppose, very sad really. If I started with all happy good grades, I wouldn't be posting this and I would probably be working on my homework right now. Or maybe I would be posting thinking I'm too good and I don't need to worry. Maybe the world is just too judgmental. Ever slightly I wonder, what if my African-American professor thinks that because I'm Asian, I don't belong in an English class. Well maybe I just contemplate too much... way too much...

Miscellaneous:
Current song : You're Not Alone by Olive
Tabs : Ebay and Blogger
Feeling : Attempting to contemplate & Sleepy
Missing : Michelle and a cold icy soda :D
Chats : No one important